What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling very grateful to be centered right now and have good hopes for my future in a way that I have not experienced before.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I am relieved that this season is almost over! I am tired of hearing that voice in my head..."you're not enough...you're not enough...you're not enough...you're not enough..."

 

[Abstract]

Feeling a little tenderised for want of a better word. Have been working hard on trying to trust people a little more and engage in the real world a little more - and really I think most people are basically just shitty. Feel betrayed, disheartened and sad. A bit defeated. Been forced through circumstances to engage a little this last year and am thinking that this is proof one shouldn't. Back to wanting my desert island and a coconut for a companion. :bag:Its painful to have tried to let it in a bit. Worried too that this could set other things off as these emotions often lead to triggered states. So - disheartened, vulnerable, defeated and sad. And afraid about what is coming up next. Don't trust human beings. But have unfortunately realised through experience and therapy than contact of some type is a required part of human functionality. Damned if you do. Damned if you don't.
Very happy however to be back on here and see what is happening for people I care about and the site which I care about too. :)

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

(((@Abstract))) I REALLY GET IT and it SUCKS!!! You are NOT alone!

 

[Abstract]

(((@Abstract))) I REALLY GET IT and it SUCKS!!!

Thank you (((Angelkeeper.))) Its good to not be alone and helps. I'm truly sorry you feel that way too though. It certainly does suck!

 

[Lost Marbles]

I think most people are basically just shitty

I pretty much just hate people in general.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I do know that at some point, ANY human has the potential of hurting us...even friends...

 

[Akhos]

Overwhelmed, tired, scared, not wanting to be around anymore

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Overwhelmed, tired, scared,

Understands. The need to escape the pain and misery gets real intense sometimes. It will pass. Hang tight.

 

[Akhos]

@Rain im trying. But im losing strength

 

[Deleted member 12723]

But im losing strength

You can do this, try something of a change right now for yourself move or put on music or whatever works for you in self care because you right now you need you to fight for you. Have you eaten food today yet?

 

[Akhos]

Yup. Sitting on the couch with my 12yr old cuddled up to me watching reuns of fresh prince of bel air as he loves it. Trying hard to not just cry