What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[ladee]

Feeling like I REALLY need to add this place to my gratitude list more often.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you for your help @ladee , hugs to you.

A Huge shout out to @anthony , reading header above and all the upgrade. It's a huge demanding weight on your shoulders, but thank you for all the immense work and effort!

Holy smokes woke up after 4 a/m/ and couldn't sleep till after 6, and then had a nightmare of all nightmares, that if I still have Diary privileges I may include. :( And yet, in my nightmare I think I see who my mistrust is unfounded (wrong people), how others were taken advantage of and terrified and bullied, how others who were 'off' were really dangerous and deceitful, (even stood up to one because I had support there). Not going by the nightmare, but the feelings and actions the people in the nightmare showed, (which in my nightmare I 'saw'). Ugh, heart in my throat.

Hoping against hope: 1. I can get out of self-deleterious shift tomorrow, have left msg and with a replacement that is willing
2. The paperwork I need comes this week . Anxious and tired.

Confused by the new site, all of the colors in the initials tires my brain. Which is odd, since I love color, in words, clothes, paperwork, studies, e-mail, splashes in my house or work or garden etc.

 

[Tinyflame]

So so so so so so SO Very relieved, off tomorrow/ away from -I will use this word- harmful, situation I would find myself in (harmful to my mental & emotional self, and dignity).

 

[Tinyflame]

Oh, and thankful for shared courage to enable me to try to ask for it for myself. ?

 

[ninja]

Unusually tired.

 

[Ronin]

CrushingDisappoint. (eyeroll at offline life, and trusting. Again. Moron, learn better alfawkingready.)

 

[Tinyflame]

Oh @Ronin ? , but 'trying' counts to, no? Esp to those who care. Hugs to you. Xox

Ps, the moon is always there. ?? Xox to you. ? ( <- that is supposed to be a hug! ? <- this is my favorite ? )

 

[Deleted member 47384]

Antsy! Not for any particular reason, just...antsy.

But also relieved because I was able to go in for a much-needed psyche appointment and get refills on my meds. Delicious, delicious brain-candy ~

 

[intothelight]

Confused, uncertain, depressed, wanting to be alone.

 

[Tinyflame]

Really like the sunrise/' freedom'/ joyful-new-beginning home page. Sort of a bit my proportions, as a person, too (short), so reminds me of what I could/ should/ maybe is there, to feel.

 

[Tinyflame]

Wow, is that possible that someone donated $14000 ?? , or a boo-boo? I really hope so! ??

That makes me feel awe-struck if so, that someone cares to help so many, just as this site does.

 

[Slushie]

I'm not sure how I feel, sad, I think. Lonely. Pathetic. I have a lot of self hate. I have an appointment to see a new therapist in a few weeks but.. it just seems pointless. I wish I could feel happy again someday because this is not a good life. The days just speed by and no matter what I do, I just feel like I wasted every day.