What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[RVA21]

I felt very sad in the morning, cried a lot. I need to snap out of this. I watched cartoons later and they cheered me up. I need to work on making my life worth living again. There are people I will never see again and I have to accept that. I suffered a lot of loss the past few years. It's ok to grieve but I just want it to be done now as I have cried so long. It is no longer serving me and feels like I am just wallowing in self pity now and that's no good. ONward and UPwards.

 

[Lionheart]

I suffered a lot of loss the past few years.

Me too @Lumos, I have lost several family members (4), close friends, elders that I looked up to, furbabies, etc. Grief has a way of being overwhelming sometimes. You are not alone. I have been addressing my grief in one on one therapy and it has been helpful. Anyways my heart goes out to ya. I saw your post and wanted to offer you a gentle, healing hug.

I am feeling a little lonely and a bit bored but overall I feel optimistic and happy.

 

[RVA21]

Thank you @Lionheart777 :hug:

I at times thought the grief would end me, it has made me quite ill.

 

[Changing4Best]

Can't wait, can't wait!!! Who will post the next photo in the PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB thread?

 

[VioletButterfly]

@Changing4Best - LOL I will head there next! You made me laugh, thank you! :0

As for me, before I read the above post, I was sitting in a deep bin with the never/forever lies and feeling hopeless.

 

[Changing4Best]

I'm glad I made you laugh! @VioletButterfly

 

[Fahrenheit451]

Really upset today. Bloody tooth ache is killing me and can’t see the dentist for a couple of days. Plus when I’m there I always disassociate really bad in the chair. Nothing is working for the pain either.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel very groggy due to a new, higher dosage of prescription pain reliever. I am also a little paranoid which I found out is a side effect of the medicine especially during the first month. I am not even sure this medicine works very well yet.. It is helping me to sleep, however, I will need to walk several blocks to find out for sure if it is effective for the pain.

I got triggered earlier and was very upset, but the feeling has passed and I am now just annoyed. Well, it is officially Halloween. I wish everyone a happy one if you celebrate the holiday. Stay safe and warm, (where I live we expect 22-24 degrees by 6 pm.) Brrrrr

 

[VioletButterfly]

Very angry and resentful! Don't know what to do with it, but there it is.
A boatload of complicated grief. Don't know what to do with that either.
Very afraid on many levels and rather frozen when I try to get myself to move.
Discouraged and hopeless, but I'm still trying - just very tired of doing so.

 

[Fahrenheit451]

Well today actually turned out better. The dentist was able to squeeze me in and fix my tooth.
Feeling very thankful.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel lonely. I have been feeling paranoid lately as per the side effects of new pain medicine and that has not helped the feelings of isolation and lonliness...

I am also fatigued and a bit bored still, my mood is generally good despite that.

 

[ChildofGod]

loved