What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Lionheart]

Have you talked to Social Services? I'm sure you have but they might have a list of agencies that could help. Can the deposits be paid over time? I know once you are in your new home it will be worth it but I'm sorry things are so tight!

No, I hadn't thot of that. I am pretty sure I will get a discount on the apartment deposit but then I need to pay a friend for helping to get the apartment ready for inspection with whatever I save.

However, I may be able to stretch the electricity deposit into like 3 payments (if it runs 150 by paying 50 each month), so that is a possibility. It will work out somehow and thank you for thinking of me @DharmaGirl!!!

If I absolutely need to I can work things out with the landlord but I just don't want to have to go that route so we will see about the utility deposit first.

 

[intothelight]

Irritated and restless. My mind says I "should" and my body says "f that".

 

[Dynamic]

I feel very tired. Upset. Uncomfortable-in pain. And annoyed.

 

[Dynamic]

Lit up, frail and weepy.

 

[Heather]

At peace. Did more emdr. That shit really works!

 

[Heather]

Paranoid

 

[Friday]

Like awesomeness tied up in a bow of fantastic, shit out by a drawf. With hemorrhoids. On the side of the road. With the brambly bits and dead leaves now poking and sticking to me.

I suppose it’s probably better they don’t have a single word description for that feeling. Just, you know, as a quality of life thing.

 

[Freddyt]

Like I got the whole six pack, just don't have the little plastic thing to hold it all together.....

 

[Lionheart]

I feel stressed, scared, and about halfway pissed off.

 

[coraxxx]

Tired, with the eyes dry. Defeated and relieved at the same time. Body scans come back blank. Tense in the shoulders. Don’t know what is what, not used to feel so much anymore so I just shut down I guess.

 

[Tinyflame]

I feel so very tired.

Relieved- just realized garage door was open- not as it should be. So out with a flashlight, and whew. Just a mistake made.

I realize I feel discouraged in my own abilities to get better, or tread water. Feel atm , it's a pipe dream.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel irritable, slightly frustrated, and determined. Irritable that a friend is getting her feathers ruffled over nothing, frustrated about having someone else telling me how to live, (you gotta keep yourself and that apartment clean), and determined to do things my way once I am in the new apartment. It was my roomies that were unclean not me, it's stupid to get all worked up because the old apartment smells of animals (There are 2 cats and a dog here). I am not going to have animals in the new apartment so she needs to chill out. And don't f*cking tell me how to live, I hate that!!! I am not some dumb slob that can't take care of himself or an apartment.