What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[AngelaMarie]

Exhausted, lost, relieved to have you all hear, or I'd be further lost.

(((Srain)))

 

[KP the nut]

Today is the first day of my unemployed future, I feel :poop: :sick: :cry::(

 

[Tinyflame]

((((((KP)))))

 

[KP the nut]

3 hours later, geez don't you just love this, I feel more accepting of my situation.

I feel if I don't like my mood wait 2 minutes and see what the mood is then :roflmao:

 

[goingonhope]

I feel great. What's great?

Great for me this morning is: I'm free from physical pain, free from any dark cloud, or too-great-of-controlling gloom and depressions hovering over me, and or my stuff and depressions, or that of anyone else's, threatening absorption.

I actually feel like so much has recently, and could continue to roll right off my back. ...(I think the saying is, 'like water off a duck's back') .....so little does and can affect me. -------Please, don't set out to help me find out for sure, or to prove me wrong on this one. (lol) --;)

Anyhow, great to me feels like: energetic, motivated, light, release, unafraid-of-lots, grateful to be glad to be alive and glad to see a future - in spite of everything not having been or being more as I would've liked things to have gone, have been, or to be.

And, feeling determined to quit this post now while I'm still ahead of myself, ..(smiles).. as by default, I am my own worst enemy, ..(yes).., So it's time to create and maintain, my own settings. (smiles)

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Anticipation...it is a good feeling, but it sure wears me out!

 

[Nighthawk]

Beat down

 

[Deleted member 6617]

((((NH))))

 

[KP the nut]

(((HUGS NH)))

 

[goingonhope]

It can't possibly be normal to go from feeling and living well for days to suddenly being triggered and thinking a whole range of negative final things about oneself. Naturally, when this happens and I start thinking sh'tty, I start feeling sh'tty, and that's how I feel. This morning I feel miserable, paranoid, hurt, unworthy, guilty, depressed and exhausted.

 

[Ron]

I felt totally spent today.My emotions were running into the red line. I made an appointment with my counsellor today. I realized today that even close loves ones cannot be trusted with my thoughts and feelings about my trauma.

 

[AngelaMarie]

Ron,
It sounds like something happened. I am wishing you the best. (((Hug)))