What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

(((For All Suffering)))

Woke up this morning and it was like I was looking down at my entire life, everything wrong, everything I hadn't done, everything I need to do. Sitting here, reading and responding, trying to break the panic my reality causes me. Need to break it down into small pieces, but some days that is easier said than done.

My biggest problem is me.

 

[Aunt Flo]

Blaming myself for everything.... just want to curl up, fall asleep and wake up when all the hurt has disappeared

 

[Srain]

Avoiding what I need to be facing....

 

[Srain]

Tired all day off and on, EVERY DAy..not like me. So it's a 'FIELD TRIP'! with my husband today ;)....I'll write while he is out tomorrow

 

[Queen Boudica]

Exhausted. Sick of myself, don't even know where to begin to make things better.

 

[Sandra]

Sounds like everyone is having a bad week. Hugs for everyone.

 

[KP the nut]

(((Rain))) (((Lizio)))

I have the nice feeling that I do not have to face issues which have arisen alone. Lots of people at home and work are supporting me, not least of all my darling husband. He doesn't 'get it' but he watches out for me and ensures I have lots of rest :inlove:.

And what would I do without my friends here, your constant support and not allowing me to be hard on my self. I love you folk.

KP sends ((HUGS)) as she prepares to go for a nap. I'll light candles for us later.

 

[Sandra]

I thought next Monday was the election. But it's today. So you might see some major smoke coming out of my ears tonight.

 

[goingonhope]

Gee' would I ever feel guilty if I took the time to shower right now. I feel guilty just thinking about it. Time is precious. And, even with just over an hr. to accomplish more and time to do so, (or just time now to sit, perhaps read and relax a little), taking the time for a shower for myself wouldn't be worth the guilt and the frustration of not getting other things done.

I feel guilty for thinking about wanting a shower and driven by irrational thinking at this moment.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((goingonhope))))

I'm so very tired. My eyes sting, the bruises on my arms from the blood tests are still sore, I ache allover and have no energy. :( I have to wait 10 days for my blood results before they will let me book a doctors appointment, and that could take another week or two. :mad:

Since seeing my T 2 weeks ago I have felt numb, emotionless, ice-maiden. Money is very, very tight at the moment. it has made me so stressed and anxious and I can't afford to see my T (but I can't afford not to). Today I went to visit my Dad-in-law with my husband and he handed me an envelope with £1,000 in it!!! :speechless: I was so shocked I cried and laughed at the same time. It's the first emotion I have shown since seeing my T. I can afford some more sessions now and treat my boys to something nice! :D

 

[Deleted member 6617]

This is how I feel and I think it is about time!!!!!!

Now I just need the guts to tell certain people this!!!!

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

Love it, Pottershand!! Thanks for the grin.:)

I'm alone in my home...so rare I keep having to remind myself it's true. Just for a couple hours, but it feels good! Won't do anything different. Just psychic space. Silence except for the train going by!

Maybe I'll sit on the porch and feel relaxed...and listen to the wind blow.