Oh SS, :roflmao:, (((SS))).
Am thinking today, was the day my dad died- so very long ago. Didn't help it was without ('real') warning, indications (others' verbally) was to the opposite, that didn't help. 'Moment' was kind of shocking, unexpected. Thought of different memories of the time, forced myself to as haven't for, well- ever.
Would like to put 'happy' on mood, but also sad.
Mother's Day time is kind of hard too. What a time of year.
(But), felt sad at one point yesterday, thought of others however (which I always do), but then felt 'fine', feeling just disappeared. That was nice! (And improvement).