What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

(((Deb))) (((Amethist))) (((Srain))) (((Junebug)))

I am giving hugs to all that need them.

 

[Spiderallis]

There's a lot of hope twinkling today, this week a patient care advocate is coming to visit. I'll be busy tidying up so I'm not embarrassed, but she seems really nice. We're going to talk about some programs and plans she knows about that can help with my medical problems! My sweetie's mum pointed me at some nutritional ideas that might help with the aches and ouches too.

Trying not to stress about someone coming to my house... I'm not used to having company. I'm sure she's seen far worse, but the only person to come visit in months has been my sweetie. He's quite forgiving of clutter after living with a hoarder. Gah! My mom got me nervous. She told me to make sure things look nice so the patient care advocate lady doesn't think I need to be in a care home.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

(((spideraliss)))

 

[Jen93]

I feel sick and sad. I don't know. I just want to cry and cry and cry and cry some more. I don't know why.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

I keep trying to type how I feel and erasing it. It all sounds so negative, and does that really help me to write that out? Maybe I am afraid to admit how I feel, or look deep enough to figure it out. Brain is too busy!

 

[KP the nut]

I have had a good day and I'm feeling proud of what I have accomplished.

I keep fighting not to fall back into depression. I am slowly realising, although I felt I had already realised it :confused:, that I will never be physically strong enough to work full time. I have been working a lot of overtime and more to come over the next couple of weeks and my pain level is increasing.

I will not let this get to me.

 

[amethist]

Still feeling stressed and in pain with my foot.

 

[Srain]

(((((((((((((((((Junebug)))))))))))))(((((((((((Jen)))))))))))))(((((((((((KP))))))))))
(((((((((Spidey))))))))))(((((((((((((PH))))))))))))))((((((((((Amethist)))))))))((((((((((Gizmo)))))))))))))

I feel less stress than yesterday and desperation than yesterday, having managed a more than productive day despite pain and exhaustion. I'm hopeful that today I'll be able to strike some sort of true balance again.

 

[intothelight]

I am trying so hard to be positive and productive. Trying to keep the anxiety under control. Why is it with PTSD, so many days are such a battle to make it through? Tired of just making it through and I want to live and enjoy them.

Finding it so important just to focus on the little moments. Makes the burden lighter.

 

[p-no]

I'm feeling sad today that there is nothing I can do more than I've already done, literally, to improve the situation with my one colleague. I would prefer peace and a good way of being around each other here at work.

 

[Traumagirl]

I'm feeling lousy today. I ate so much sugar yesterday that I am indeed sick. It's a quick fix to my anxiety, but it's temporary, with a lousy day after. I will feel better later or at least by tomorrow (I think.).

 

[Venusian]

Still in pain but not as much. Feeling alone, like I don't belong anywhere.