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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel like shit. Getting lethally struck by lightening would be a blessing.

Today my therapist told me it was my fault for believing God hates me. Eff her.
 
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So sad to hear they found jill meaghers body and it was confirmed last night that she had been raped and murdered. So many people were hoping she'd be found safe, but something inhuman took her. It' svery disturbing and very upsetting.

My heart hurts for her new husband and family.
 
I feel better. H came home last night and I instantly felt so much more relaxed. He is away a lot over the next few weeks, I just hope I can hold it together better than I have this week.

I just had a nice surprise. There was a mix up with one of our bus keys yesterday be the garage. The garage posted the key into the office letterbox after hours. The driver went to the garage to collect the key and bus, but no key. I had a message on my home answer phone so I returned to the office. Luckily by that time, the driver had contacted another driver who keeps keys to all 3 buses so crisis averted.

Anyway, this morning the driver brought me in a bunch of flowers to say sorry for disturbing me. It wasn't even his fault. Such a sweet man, it is years since someone other than my H bought me flowers.

I feel blessed I work with such nice people.
 
I feel tired, confused, excited, depressed, blessed (for my children and the forum). Get the idea? I am all over the place. However, every once in a while I feel a hint of sun through the clouds. That's the only way I can explain it. The idea that someday I will wake up with only my boys reminds me there is hope.

(((Hugs)))) to all of you!! So many awesome people here!
 

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