I feel better. H came home last night and I instantly felt so much more relaxed. He is away a lot over the next few weeks, I just hope I can hold it together better than I have this week.
I just had a nice surprise. There was a mix up with one of our bus keys yesterday be the garage. The garage posted the key into the office letterbox after hours. The driver went to the garage to collect the key and bus, but no key. I had a message on my home answer phone so I returned to the office. Luckily by that time, the driver had contacted another driver who keeps keys to all 3 buses so crisis averted.
Anyway, this morning the driver brought me in a bunch of flowers to say sorry for disturbing me. It wasn't even his fault. Such a sweet man, it is years since someone other than my H bought me flowers.
I feel blessed I work with such nice people.