What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Loveneverfails]

Ashamed, I dissociated during thanksgiving. I feel so flawed and overly sensitive. I wasn't even with my family, it's like all families make me check out. Even good ones. I am ashamed of myself.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

You do not have anything to be ashamed about. It is out of your control. You are beatiful.


I feel peaceful. We had a good time overthere. My daughter was sick with a cold poor thing. Her husband cooked the dinner. He put a string on my husbands guitar. Now he can play it again. I do not know how to do that. My oldest granddaughter played her banjo and my youngest granddaughter played a song on the piano. It was a good dinner. We had to leave early because it was getting dark and we did not leave the lights on.

 

[goingonhope]

We very much enjoyed Thanksgiving meal and family. However we very much missed my H who's T-dinner we brought home for him after he'd arrive home from work. There is a sad/funny/happy story about his meal that we likely will never forget.

Today I felt a range of balanced, healthy emotion. Earlier, I did feel a little weepy, but managed those feelings well. Tonight I felt both peaceful and melancholy and now am with a combination of slight irritation, frustration and aggravation. I think it's because I am without much purpose this evening, I'm feeling lazy, tired and I fear mindlessness.

 

[99Phoenix99]

Today I'm afraid.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm physically feeling stiff and sore. Mentally I'm tired but good.

I feel relaxed, in fact I'm so relaxed I could fall asleep (I will in a little while :sleep:).

I have had a nice day with H. We went to a craft shop, it was huge, I could have stayed there hours and spent a fortune. We were then thinking about going out for lunch but decided that we would buy steak and make steak sandwiches at home instead, with a glass of pear cider each. I prefer going out for lunch when the weather is nice so that we can sit out by the river.

(((HUGS))) to all

 

[DharmaGirl]

Yay, KP, all safe and sound!

 

[DharmaGirl]

Ashamed

I check out a lot too. I check out when I'm on this forum. I understand the shame, but it is merely that our brains can't take it. Hugs to you.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am struggling today. I am trying to stay positve. I think I will stay home today. I am just not feeling up to par. I hope it gets better.

 

[DharmaGirl]

Its a very bad day. I feel shakey and scared. I had nightmares about cutting. I had a nightmare my T didn't want to see me anymore. I'm crying and hopeless. I'm just going to sit here til it goes away. I can't see myself living through this holiday season.

 

[amethist]

I am sill in pain but have a blood test booked.

 

[Let It Be]

((((((((((((((((monster1977))))))))))))))

Still feeling washed out from yesterday, with all the energy that came up over it.

I am also grateful as I realized that there was a reason for it, something that I needed to look at and work through. I will take it slow to allow the new thoughts/actions to sink in!

 

[Froggie]

Still feel sadness inside, sometimes a tear or 2 will follow ... I'm still determined to out pass the pronostics, but still feel scared.

Feel bitchy, I could easily have a fight just to let out the anger and disappointment of this week's news about the cancer acting up.

Feel numb ... cold ... no energy ... shaking inside ...