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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Fed up of stories like the Australian idiots who abused and threw bottles at a french girl on a bus today in Melbourne. There are too many racist morons in this country and I'm ashamed to be breathing the same air as them.

I would love to send them all off to racist Island where they can all feed each others hate without the rest of us having to be affected by it. Australia is not a multi-cultural society, it's a racist one, and it's about time people started looking at themselves here because this is no way to teach children.

I feel soooooooooooo humiliated by this behaviour Phillipa! So ashamed. This is not the country I grew up in. There was a certain bottoming out of racist behaviour and encouragement of racist behaviour in our society due to two public figures and it all must be much deeper than I imagined given how it has played out.
 
Well I am frustrated by my router, which has stopped working so I have been offline since Wednesday.

M's Funeral went well. It was tough and there was so much to go through. I managed pretty well with everything. I managed most of the situations quite well. I didn't get around to speaking to everyone but that is the way of things, I guess. I even tidied up and went for a walk on Wednesday. So I stayed functional on Wednesday, but on Thursday I spent half the day in bed and on Friday I spent most of the day in bed.

So I got up and got moving this morning.
 
I feel sad and angry because my family perpetuates this power game instead of trying to know me on steady ground, my ex still wants money even though he owes me so much already and was so awful to me anyway, every guy I date ends up trying to dominate me instead of just being a good partner, my university is like a nightmare roller coaster of intrigue, and I'm finding it hard to trust anyone even a little bit anymore. Mostly I feel sad because it seems like I've lost some of that innocence that made me open to people even if they hurt me. I'm so brittle and cold lately.
 
Wow, I can so relate to how you are feelings mary black. I've become so cold myself, and hard. I'm hardened to my parents and I was a little worried today that it will always be that way, and that I may never be able to reverse and just be soft like I loved to be once.

I guess it is situational though. I am like this with my family, but I wouldn't say I am like this in general. I've found myself being quite open and transparent at work lately, mainly as I am finding the people there very friendly and genuine. If that changes then I guess I will adapt, but for now I am enjoying a glimpse of the 'old me'.

I do feel refreshed from the nap I had earlier after work...needed that. I am feeling brave, like I can talk to my brother and say some things I've needed to say for a while...but then, I'm still distracting myself here, aren't I.:D
 

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