What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[ms spock]

I feel like I have a lot to learn and a lot of work to do on my dissociation, derealisation, depersonalisation, spacing out in general and taking responsibility for my life. It has been a steep learning curve lately.

 

[jd9900]

Without reading any responses so I can give my unbiased opinion on my feelings....

Scared. Always my first feeling. then...Hope. I did all this, I can do more. Then more fear...how? Everything will always go bad for me - how do I have hope? Then I think - "Hope. It was hope and my abilities that got me here."

I wipe away a few tears, suit up, and go to work. It's time for a new day. I know it is never as easy as I just made it out to be, but that is how I try every day.

 

[franciemarnie]

Content tonight. Made appointment with craniosacral therapist for Monday. Yesterday's pain faded. Just watched cutest Celebrity Ghost Story where the guy's deceased cat appeared to him which stopped him from lighting up which kept him from exploding since his apartment was permeated with gas unbeknownst to him. Love good stories. There are lots of bad stories in life. Always need to hear the good for balance of the two. Thanks for hug @Junebug!

 

[Lionheart]

I am feeling anxious about the threat of severe weather in my area today. :nailbiting: There is a chance of isolated tornadoes and that always freaks me out because I remember all too well, my experience with the *super outbreak of April 3, 1974. *(It was the most violent tornado outbreak ever recorded, with 30 F4/F5 tornadoes reported. From April 3 to April 4, 1974, there were 148 tornadoes confirmed in 13 U.S. states)!!!

I do not like storms at all; rain is one thing, storms quite another. Tornadoes are not only outside of my control but they are so very unpredictable. I always feel that I am in imminent danger; even when winds are only gusting up to 15-20 mph...it still makes me very nervous. :confused: I have seen the damage a tornado can do and I believe my fears are warranted.

We do not have a basement to utilize for protection, ...if we did I would be a little less nervous and afraid. If you light candles or pray etc, I would appreciate your keeping me and my family in your thoughts and :angelic:prayers. *(I'm sure I wont rest until the threat of severe weather has passed). Thanks in advance!! :notworthy:

 

[zaniara]

@Lionheart777 Praying for you.

 

[Ghostybear73]

Frustrated and angry....I have read and re-read the rules and I am still screwing up. No matter what I did in my past, it was never good enough to prevent the abuse. I've become a perfectionist and these fix it messages are causing mass anxiety. No worries, I know in my head that it is not the case here, but my body never seems to listen to my mind.

 

[DMerish]

Saddened. Overwhelmed. Frustrated. My three week cold/flu is entirely gone, but due to all the laying/sitting around I now have extreme sacroiliac pain in my lower back and down my right leg. I have so much to do - to catch up on - yet, I can hardly more or walk.

:( :confused: :mad:

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm not feeling well. Not sure if it is physical or mental, just overall blah. I'm sure the grayness of the last two days isn't helping. Plus I seem to have a little sinus pain. I just want to crawl back into bed.

 

[Abstract]

Feeling almost manic tonight and unable to concentrate and be productive. Feel physically sick with it too. I have a mass of things I haven't done and yet am running circles around myself.

Hugs or support to all those unwell or in need of them.

 

[Abstract]

I am feeling relieved that my mammogram is over with

Well done for going Britt. You are brave. It is less than nice isn't it?

am feeling anxious about the threat of severe weather in my area today.

Really sorry Lionheart. I hope it passes soon and that you all stay safe. All this weather recently is less than nice. Understatement? :clown:

 

[Britt.f7]

@Abstract It is definitely less then nice. Though I have to say it wasn't as bad as the last time two years ago. I think because there was only one girl in the room, and she kept talking as she worked. It almost got my mind off of what she was doing. Just almost.

 

[ninja]

Sleep marathon this weekend! Finally got some energy back today and have been super productive. Whew.