What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

@Hope4Now I am very sorry for your loss. It would be hard to process. He must have forgiven you for whatever hurt you may have caused if he let you connect again as a friend. Don't forget that.

My mom is still up on fb. As if I could forget, I got a reminder that her birthday is today. In a sense it brings me comfort. As if she is still here. There are other times when I don't like the reminders (like when they say to play a game with her). You could unfriend him. Though that may seem odd to do too.

My heart is with you.

 

[StarChild]

have you have facial injuries?

Hi Junebug, no, I don't have facial injuries. But I had (and partial still have) several anatomic difficulties in my nasal area. But all those things were again and again surgically corrected (6 times until now!). But for example the bony nasal conchae starts immediately re-growing after every surgery. Or the (bony) passages into the sinuses (they start to narrow from 4mm postoperative to 0,5mm or even zero) and so on. One doctor who's well known for facial injury reconstruction surgery operated me the last 3 times and he was really baffled a few weeks after the surgeries; For all the removed / corrected areas (bone) started to regrow even faster than before. :cry::cry:

Have the doctor's checked your immunoglobulin levels?

Hi Ninja, to be honest, I really don't know if they ever run such tests... But I'm really grateful for this question and I will of course ask for such checks.

Today I feel very exhausted, sad, a bit angry but also very grateful (for all the support I receive from you people here of the forum).

 

[Sazza]

Today I don't know what I feel, other than a sense of acceptance about my possible diagnosis. I also feel a sense of denial at the same time about it !!!

Sazza

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling for all of you suffering today. Hugs for everyone who needs them. I hate anniversaries of a death of a loved one, they are very hard to get through.

I am worried today about the court date for my daughter in her divorce. He has dragged it out over a year and he is the one who filed for divorce. He did his jail time, of which I am glad to find that out.

We are expecting him to pull some nonsense to prolong the court hearings. He refuses to sign the house over to her. What a bastard he is. I feel angry over all of the nonsense he has pulled over the past year.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling good from all the physical activity of the last few days. I have got heaps done.

 

[ms spock]

Exhausted - in a really good way.

 

[Lionheart]

I am so sad and in tears right now.:( I have to find a new home for my little fur-friend (cat), Millie, because I cannot afford to take care of her properly. It just breaks my heart as I am so attached to her.:cry: She has brought me a lot of joy :inlove: and happiness :) over the past 2 years and I hate like hell :devilish: to let her go, *(finances are so tight that I cannot afford her food or vet bills etc).

If I can find her a good and loving home, then it will take some of the sting out of having to give her up, but it will still take me a very long time to grieve my loss.:confused::(:confused:

Millie sleeps with me at night, she checks on me when I am sick, and she even tries to talk and say, "Bless you" when I sneeze. She has been an amazing friend and I feel like my heart is just breaking in two right now.:bawling: I suppose you don't know how attached you are to your pets till you have to face losing one of them.

 

[saoirserylyn]

Feeling scared and alone. This past week, I went back home to a city full of constant horrible reminders of my past.

I've tried talking to a handful of people about the experience, but always met with a cold shoulder. I've spent the last the nights hanging up the phone without getting a chance to talk and laying in bed crying myself to sleep. I don't know how much longer I can continue feeling rejected, I need to find support soon.

 

[Britt.f7]

@Lionheart777 I had to do that once in my twenties. Thankfully she only went to my mother's and I got her back when I got on my feet. Right now, we are looking at the possibility that we may lose our pets if we lose our house. I can not imagine. You think they're forever. I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[Britt.f7]

Today is not too bad. Trying not to feel overwhelmed by the time on my hands. Counting down to bed time, but trying not to really focus on that. Trying to live in the moment and be cool with it.

 

[Lionheart]

Thank you @Britt.f7 !!!

I'm trying to enjoy the time I still have with her, but every 30-40 minutes I break down in tears and I have such a hard time with it. I wasn't allowed to have cats as a child, (my father would *fatally harm them in front of me), so this is about more than just losing my 'fur baby'.:confused:

I love my cat, Millie so much :inlove::inlove::inlove::inlove:!!!! I never thought I would have to send her on her way for her own well being.:arghh;:banghead::mad::(:cry:

 

[ms spock]

Feeling competent and capable. I am doing a lot of outdoor work. This house will be fire safe before I go back home.