Confused- I finally can admit (and perhaps reconcile) my parents were good but I accidentally (unbeknownest to them) got left in the care of others, some of which weren't that way. That explains a lot. It explains why 'family' has been a confusing topic for me to understand too.
Relieved, I understand that sometimes no news is in a sense good news itself.
Fortunate, to see old friends and have some laughs.
Relieved & distressed, abusive client has decided I'm her 'favorite'. :wideeyed: Oh no. But less abuse. Nervous, re-scheduling occurring with opening of another new building. Thankful, am off 3 days.
Strange, someone told me I have a beautiful face. Seems weird. I look at those things as more a reflection of what's in their heart. But grateful, for kind people like that.
Grateful that I could sleep, and that my worry, though still there, has decreased to something more manageable. Nightmares are definitely related to thoughts, too.
Longing to be a stronger person, or different than I am.