Much earlier today, I'd felt a great deal of fear and overwhelm wash over me due to, too much work along with too many concerns. Then when I didn't understand, and initially certainly did not want to empathize with, another's thinking and decision on something of a great deal of importance, I had felt extremely angry and disgusted. Really, beneath the ugly rantings to myself (only in ear shot of our dog - as he was the only one home), I was feeling terribly frightened.
Family finances concerning multiple medical health premiums, copay's, deductibles and additional extensive medical expense has been and is just doing its awful number. Right now though, I'm simply feeling too dull and exhausted at this hour to much care.
Tomorrow, we'll face tomorrow.
Right now rest if not sleep sounds reasonable. :sleep: