Hello everyone, it's been a long time since I've posted, I think of you all very much.. My eyesight is very bad and I rarely go on my computor because I can barely read and write. I'm on a waiting list to get my cataracs operated on, hopefully in January 2015.
I'm still battling with cancer, I have to go every 3-5 weeks to get water out of my belly now, last time they took out 8 liters. I'm on a new treatment and will see how it goes. I have a friend who does Reiki treatments and gives me treatments every week. It really helped for the pain ! I'm in palliative care with the health community center and have regular visits from different professionals, even a new doctor who does house calls ! I'm thankful for my family, my friends and the professionals who care for me. I'm well surrounded with compassion.
Last month was a very hard month for the family, my eldest son tried to commit suicide. He was interned for 3 weeks and is now doing better. He realized alot of things about himself, about his way of rationalizing, about his isolation, etc. He is willing to be followed by professionals. He has to say goodbye to his job in construction as he did deep cuts on his wrists and had to have surgery to save his left hand as he sectionned the tendons.
I'm still battleling with nightmares and am spooked easily. Last night was a rough night with a nightmare, got out of bed and smoked a few cigarettes. Yes I have started to smoke. I'm looking around for an electronic cigarette so that I can quitte.
Take care all of you, with my eyesight I will not participate with the Christmas festivities and activities of the forum.
Love you all, you are all in my heart.
Froggie :)
