Weird, off, scared, overwhelmed with responsibility, foggy, nervous,clammy, flushed, tired, full of never-ending negative thoughts and memories that wont quiet down in my head, my mouth is dry, im kinda thirsty but i dont even have motivation to get up, my head hurts, but less than my usual migraines, my body is so sore and tense, mostly my shoulders, im just really scared..i have so much on my shoulders..i just dnt know how long i can keep everything from unravelling. Nothing feels good right now..everything feels weird and i just cant stand it. I know what normal feels like. I remember it.