Weepy, tired, sleepy (no hope there!), weird.
Been a bit of a strange week, still getting used to there being just me and the one cat, as opposed to the three of us. Trying to keep myself busy but just don't have the energy.
Woke up with a coldsore today, so think that whats left of my immune system is packing up to move out.
I know that this may sound strange, but Im even feeling weird about putting clean linens on the bed last night, I'm not sure I'm worthy of sleeping in clean bedding. I'm not sure I'm worthy of sleep.
I can almost feel myself beginning to give in to everything negative I've been told over the years.