What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm exhausted and sore. Sleeping from 2am to 6am wasn't enough sleep.

 

[Ronin]

Relieved. Got my stuff I needed to get off abusers' hands, and them being violent resorted to the kinds of mess that don't phase me. So also accomplished.

 

[Deleted member 29961]

Depressed, things kind of took a downward turn. To many negative cognitions.

 

[Friday]

Jealous, disgusted with myself, more than a little misanthropic, & exhausted.

 

[Friday]

Cheers @Cashew. Sounds well handled. Or handled wellest, & needs must.

 

[Deleted member 29961]

Dejected, once again I feel as if I've been pushed to the outside and forced to look in.

 

[Ronin]

Bit tired. Emotional. Feels physical and isn't.

(Ranty noodle ahead & no need to read that, sentence above sums things up / I just ain't for net diaries so still not having one)

Was explaining to a colleague at regular work why I'm not there right now, as non-descript as possible. Like nah, right now can't handle working with kids; assholes and that work would lead to a pretty meltdown and I can't afford seeing tweens as enemies. Already busy talking my headspace into cooperating, so not taking outside kids into that cluster. Wish old as hell reactions didn't pop back with stress, & I'll keep working on taking off even the remaining edges. Wee people don't deserve my mental crap projected onto them even in thoughts.

Plus I'm flashbacky as f*ck about mine. Didn't tell those co-workers about them, as what's the point. There's nothing that'll return them. Wish grief didn't come in such waves. Glad it does come only in waves. f*ck if I knew. Back to wondering something I can see as just how-to-bullshit-the-bullshitters, same-old-deals, I-know-that-stuff. :D

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling. I kind of feel like my brain is trying to process something. There are some things that are bothering me and I feel guilty about some of the things I'm feeling and it's making me feel conflicted. I feel kind of down or depressed. And I feel stressed out.

 

[DharmaGirl]

Tired. I'm wondering how I feel since I'm not sure. I don't feel awful or great, just ok.

 

[jaccat]

Strangely content.

 

[Ronin]

Plotting. Waiting for a message from someone, crossing fingers for them. Figuring we can't live in our histories forever, so there's hope.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Soooooooooooo tired and exhausted and trying not to stress out over what ifs and shoulds. I am pushing on however and getting things done and being self responsible.

Have my day all planned out and happy that I get to keep the girls one more night.