What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Ronin]

@Junebug, keeping both of them in prayers. And you.

To topic itself, I either don't know or don't feel much today. Still on mental problem solving, feelings later.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am very happy to be home at long last. I had a pretty good day and am tired and so glad to be home.

 

[Britt.f7]

@Junebug prayers!!!!

@gizmo I am so excited and proud for you! You are amazing!

For everyone else hugs!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@britt thank you so much, I really appreciate what you said. It means so much to me to be supported through this part of my journey.

 

[Truthful_Whispers]

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Feeling quite proud of myself.

Had to have a blood test at the hospital (I seriously freak out with needles) and although I was having a panic attack at the mere thought of it, I didn't run! :)

More tests in the offing, but only MRI, then maybe a referral to another consultant.

 

[Tinyflame]

Ugh sick to my stomach. Never heard about update from sister & must have gotten up 10 times. Found out she will likely have to wait anywhere from now to 48 hours for swelling to go down & a bed before she is transferred & surgery. They always do this though, in the way of telling something then not getting back. Miraculous they were this quick. My other sister saw one sign in to FB & msg'ed her or we'd still be wondering. I didn't know til the morning though.

I think I love/ worry/ care for them more than they feel about me. Not that that matters, though apart from not responding (I don't base it entirely on that, though that is included) I think that is so.

 

[I_Am_Titanium]

Feeling overwhelmed and depressed.

How will I know when I'm emotionally and mentally ready to actually go through with filing for divorce when I know he won't take it well (who does) and he may be very angry and very vindictive? It seems like a huge uphill battle and I wish it were over already. When will I know I'm ready? Will I just "know"? Just like I "knew" when I was ready to heal and move on with my life? It just seems so overwhelming dealing with my therapy, trying to heal, trying to deal with him (putting up boundaries and being on guard for verbal attacks) and children and work. Sometimes I wish I could fast forward through it all because I'm certain it won't be easy and will take a lot of energy which I don't have much of these days.

 

[Truthful_Whispers]

Emotionally Constipated

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Nervous. I have an assessment appointment next week for sexual abuse counselling.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm frustrated. Chronic pain is exhausting.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel peaceful and content, I planned on a pajama day and have been napping on and off and watching movies. Happy that I get the luxory of doing this for myself.