What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[VioletButterfly]

((((((Junebug)))))) I don't know what else to say, so many, many hugs to you. I hope you feel better in all regards. I'll be praying for you.

 

[VioletButterfly]

Kind of mixed up. This holiday stuff is hardcore this year. I think a lot of filters have been removed and I'm really kind of feeling stuff; definitely thinking about it. My thinking is differently and including my emotions. I've also had to do a lot for my mom, so that's sent me a little sideways. I feel the knots welling up in my stomach, plus I've had the cold from hell to contend with. I think I'm also feeling rather contemplative, questing a lot about my thinking and my behaviors; about my present and my future..

I chose to call my mom yesterday, fearing the talons would sink in again, but they didn't it. She was actually in a rather calm mood as they'd upped her Depakote to sooth her paranoia. I found myself comforting her and talking to her like a small child, reassuring her. It seems along as she has breath in her body, I'll be taking care of her as I always have growing up. Then again, I'm trustee and Executor so I guess I'll still be taking care of her once she's passed.

I guess I couldn't put it into one word, but that's kind of what I'm feeling if you can read between the lines.

 

[Anrish]

@Britt.f7 : Enjoy your colouring. Colour your life as bright and colourful as you need it to be. :hug:

@Junebug :hug::hug: *sending you some calming tea* I hope your stomach will calm down again. It might be upset now...but you did a great step.

I'm feeling relieved and glad for being alone at the moment. I enjoyed my day with myself.

 

[Britt.f7]

@Anrish Thank you! I have to get back to it. Have put it off because of the depression. But I shall recover. Glad you had a good day to yourself!:hug:

 

[angrypanda]

Derailed, angry, and tearful. My mom posted a picture on Facebook of me as a young child. A happy memory for her but a heartbreaking one for me. Everyone is "liking" it and it's a huge topic of discussion today.
This threw me into a panic attack, took some meds, self care, but been an emotionally draining day. All from a stupid picture! !!

 

[Ronin]

Angry but back on the track. Ish. Grief interrupts clear directions.

 

[Changing4Best]

I feel pain, because I am sick. I have been coughing so much that my lungs hurt. I hate this!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Holding my own keeping my spirits up, have some anxiety about stepping out of my comfort zone. But ok.

 

[goingonhope]

I don't remember what I felt today, I only know that right now I feel: extra sad and scared of the future.

 

[VioletButterfly]

Shuddering inside and rather ill. Don't want to go back to work. Short week though. :tup: Trying to gain some perspective in that.

Angrypanda - I hope you're having a better day than what you've posted above.

Cashew - Glad to hear the anger has stepped back for the moment.

SheilaKathy - Hoping you'll be on the mend soon. I've had a dreadful cold, but this morning my temp was back to normal. Yah!

Arnish - Glad you had a good day to yourself.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you dear @VioletButterfly , @Anrish , & always for all. :hug:

@VioletButterfly , @SheilaKathy , @angrypanda , @goingonhope , @Cashew & at all who need them = :hug: 's ++.

 

[VioletButterfly]

Ugh! Still having that feeling. Just wanting to make it through the day. Feel like I'm sliding down the wrong side of the slope again. Practicing self compassion and praying. VB