What Made You Angry Today?

[Upside Down Eagle]

My mother for making me think that she actually appreciated me, and then kicking me back in the shit, where I belong (sarcastic).
Urgh. Now I have to dust myself off and try to enjoy the light of the world all over again. Hopefully it´ll be easier this time.

 

[user44376]

My eating disorder.

I’m a man. It’s humiliating.

I’m also so hungry I want to weep.

 

[mumstheword]

Thinking about my mother and my abusive neighbor(s).

 

[Ronin]

@AddHomnym, if it helps, there's so much of strength in living with an ED, and fighting it enough to yanno, actually hang in there. So on the 'not humiliating, perseverance' angle, perhaps?

You're maybe not fit... but you're working twice or more as hard to BE fit. That gotta count, friend.
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What made me angry today was realizing how much more of that was bullshit, and bullshit even for the same subcultures. (Note to self: Don't avoid so large chunks of people for triggers next time, you're cutting yourself off intel.)

 

[user44376]

Insomnia. It’s 0340 where I am.

 

[Anrish]

My T for her ... weird suggestions and just ignoring the fact that I told her what I did to myself.

 

[Anrish]

People rushing on the highway.

 

[Ronin]

Someone's tone of voice; stopped being triggery when I could actually see them.

All around I have so shitton calm-to-rage-destroy-all-calm triggers related to not being able to (insert sense, mostly see).

 

[Anrish]

People who make problems out of things where are no problems.

 

[420kitty]

Someone trying to blame cannabis for psychotic breakdowns. When in reality, it helps so many people.

 

[Chitoshi]

My neck spasm.

 

[Ronin]

Yesterday's email / that that bullshit just doesn't stop.

I'm still debating with myself all the run-/farther/-away options may be an option, but not a course of action. I f*cking need it to stop. All the endless bullshit, endless work harassment, endless bullshit rules for this-and-that that make no. bloody. sense whatsoever, all the conflicting information, and bitches pushing and pushing and 'we're so helpful', right.

So far for 'I almost began to relax and feel normal & optimistic' two months. :arghh;:bag: