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What Made You Angry Today?
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Lookin' in the mirror and seeing time marching right across my face! grrr...
LuckiLee
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His anger made me angry today!
Someones lighting a smoke as sitting next to me, each side.
On another hand, the same someones started talking about how it's so a war because a plane flew overhead, in all seriousness, I laughed so hard inside I forgot to be triggered. Sure hermano. It's totally a war exercise.
& Someone insisting I sooo have to have an insurance for a terrible case of a... broken leg. Told that person I've been treating spine injuries of the past half a year on my own. Not /well/, mind you, but there. At least that shut them up. Those hypochondric worries really aren't my f*cking worries and I'm f*cking tired of others making me anxious with that because empathy to their distress.
& The f*cking memory someone I cared for abused me for empathy to injuries /so f*cking bad/ and I still feel guilty and I still /care/... about people's made up nonsense.
Nevermind. Pack still out there, even if dispersed. f*ck grief and rage and self loathing, for a few hours at least.
On another hand, the same someones started talking about how it's so a war because a plane flew overhead, in all seriousness, I laughed so hard inside I forgot to be triggered. Sure hermano. It's totally a war exercise.
& Someone insisting I sooo have to have an insurance for a terrible case of a... broken leg. Told that person I've been treating spine injuries of the past half a year on my own. Not /well/, mind you, but there. At least that shut them up. Those hypochondric worries really aren't my f*cking worries and I'm f*cking tired of others making me anxious with that because empathy to their distress.
& The f*cking memory someone I cared for abused me for empathy to injuries /so f*cking bad/ and I still feel guilty and I still /care/... about people's made up nonsense.
Nevermind. Pack still out there, even if dispersed. f*ck grief and rage and self loathing, for a few hours at least.
8888
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A nightmare that I lost control of my emotions.
Tornadic Thoughts
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Learning of yet another place whose drinking water is now ruined, thanks to the run off from animal agriculture, including the various toxic sprays and shit used to spray the corn, etc. grown specifically to feed the animals being killed for food. Son of a bitch. When is it going to "click" that if we can't breathe the damn air and drink the damn water, nothing else is going to matter. But by all mindless means...let's keep buying and consuming and creating demand for the exact things creating such hellish conditions for so many other living things...humans included. Grrrrrr...to the nth degree.
Chiqui
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Oh, @Ronin . I also laught and get angry, both, when someone near me complains about stupidities and/or tried to worry others with stupid speculations about future of the world and unexisting problems. Recently I answered one of those saying: Are you worry about that? Would you like to learn about real worries and problems? (He knows some about my life and just shutted) Hugs and keep going, Ronin :hug:
That's good!! It means to are still around :hug::hug:
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Oh @MariaY you are so precious to me! And kind of you to care! (((hugs!)))
Chiqui
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@JadesJewel, you are welcome!
I am near 50 and in this past decade I have gone through big physical changes, too.
Meds for my ptsd and hypothiroidism mainly. So, what I do everyday (most days :rolleyes:) is taking a photo of me with the mobil, so I get use to my features, changes and streght my sense of identity. It is working (an small tip :hug:) Hugs back
I am near 50 and in this past decade I have gone through big physical changes, too.
Meds for my ptsd and hypothiroidism mainly. So, what I do everyday (most days :rolleyes:) is taking a photo of me with the mobil, so I get use to my features, changes and streght my sense of identity. It is working (an small tip :hug:) Hugs back
The high school I went to many years ago is having a reunion this year. A gal from high school I only hear from at Christmas with a card, e-mailed to see if I was going to it about 6 months ago. I told her no, and even gave her all my reasons.
Now I just received another e-mail wanting to know if I had changed my mind and that she and her husband could stop by on their way to it to see me. What got me was even her suggestion about taking me to the reunion which is 5 hours away for me but she does mention that I wouldn't have a way to get back home. No consideration for me, none. No, I don't need to see you!
So I keep coming up with e-mails to send to her but for right now, I'm just going to ignore her. The reunion isn't until September!
Now I just received another e-mail wanting to know if I had changed my mind and that she and her husband could stop by on their way to it to see me. What got me was even her suggestion about taking me to the reunion which is 5 hours away for me but she does mention that I wouldn't have a way to get back home. No consideration for me, none. No, I don't need to see you!
So I keep coming up with e-mails to send to her but for right now, I'm just going to ignore her. The reunion isn't until September!
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