Charmedone
Diamond Member
Angry at HIM and mother because every inch of my body is hurting right now and its because of everything I suffered as a child.
Angry at my body, if I am going to die wish I would already and if not then my body needs to start healing quicker!!!
Angry at me because it is weak to be in need of help and I should really just get on with it.
Angry at the hospital for bringing back so many memories and causing me to lose time and flash.
Angry at having to wait around in a corridor when it hurts to breathe and don't want to be seen by anyone.
Angry at me for being angry about having to wait, I should think myself lucky to be getting seen at all, doctors have better things to do than waste time on a worthless thing like me.
Angry that I'm getting upset and not doing so well with the 'poker face'.
Angry at my body, if I am going to die wish I would already and if not then my body needs to start healing quicker!!!
Angry at me because it is weak to be in need of help and I should really just get on with it.
Angry at the hospital for bringing back so many memories and causing me to lose time and flash.
Angry at having to wait around in a corridor when it hurts to breathe and don't want to be seen by anyone.
Angry at me for being angry about having to wait, I should think myself lucky to be getting seen at all, doctors have better things to do than waste time on a worthless thing like me.
Angry that I'm getting upset and not doing so well with the 'poker face'.