Understand AI use at MyPTSD: all AI use is explained in our AI help page. AI use is by choice here. It exists if you want it, but does nothing unless you choose to use it.
When I went back to work last month after the cut on my hand healed, one of my co-workers told me she was glad I was back, and said she had really missed me. When I realized she wasn't joking or being sarcastic, It really made my day to know someone actually missed me.
My children and my family keep me alive. I realized after my father and sister passed away just how much a persons death can affect so many lives. As strong as the pull is to get the heck out of this crazy world, I just couldn't bear to put my children and my remaining family through something like me committing suicide. We already lost my father and sister to a nightmarish murder-suicide and they are already In enough pain because of that.
@ Sethe, its not too much to desire happiness. Sometimes it can feel like we don't deserve it, but we all do -- especially after suffering for so long. May there be sunshine in your day :D