What's Keeping You Alive?

[Pink77]

Thank you Dear Pink, it's kind of 'vicarious confidence'! ;)

Hey you're welcome Junebug. You know what they say: Fake it until you make it! If it gets you through your day, pour on the vicarious confidence - with plenty of maple syrup to boot!:D (sorry I'm in the mood for pancakes...)Pink

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

My T. Hes deeply worried about me, but when I talk to him I think, maybe it will be okay. But that feeling seems to grow less ever day.

 

[KP the nut]

Yeah, marsipan is now on the cake, icing next. Chutney not progressing. On the plus side I didn't cancel hairdressers and now look if not feel a lot better with the grey gone and red highlights. Also pampered myself this morning with a body scrub and moisturiser. T said I must learn to realise I am worth it.

 

[KP the nut]

My T. Hes deeply worried about me, but when I talk to him I think, maybe it will be okay. But that feeling seems to grow less ever day.

Hang in there, I can relate to what you said. My T said I must do something nice for me each day, it does seem to help.Take care
KP

 

[Pink77]

My T. Hes deeply worried about me, but when I talk to him I think, maybe it will be okay. But that feeling seems to grow less ever day.

I'm sorry to hear that your T is worried about you, but that shows a lot of compassion on his part. I'm glad to hear that the feeling grows less every day. Gives others hope! :) Pink

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

No, I meant the feeling that its going to be okay grows less every day.

 

[Jade-]

I know that feeling all too well Ayesha.....but you are such a strong woman, you have your ups and downs, like we all do, but you seem to be able to pull yourself up fairly easy.

Things will be ok....you just gotta believe that and keep fighting.

 

[Jade-]

Let me know when you get it decorated and if you do a theme or not.

I haven't put my tree up yet. And if/when I do, I doubt there will be a theme cause I will just be in a rush to throw it together. I guess it doesn't really matter what it looks like as long as I get it done.

 

[KP the nut]

Ayesha, I want to send you a big hug. Try and hang in there. Things will get better.

 

[KP the nut]

I haven't put my tree up yet. And if/when I do, I doubt there will be a theme cause I will just be in a rush to throw it together. I guess it doesn't really matter what it looks like as long as I get it done.

Tree was put up with husband. My to do was the cake. It is not up to usual standard but you know what - tough. I feel I've achieved something. I hope you feel the same when (not if) your tree goes up.

 

[deer_in_headlights]

Forgot about Christmas this week
I'm glad you said this Jadebear... maybe I'll get a tiny tabletop one, and try...

 

[shadowchaser]

At this point my two dogs and my cat.

I know I go on an almost rant in introductions but what has been going on over the last year is still to much of an open sore to share. Those three animals are all I have left.