Looking back I can see where my symptoms first occurred and I was able to set aside all emotions and just worked like a dog, set goals, and let nothing get in my way. From the age of 14 yrs on. Quit school to go to work. However, due to my first relationship, I let an amazing opportunity get away from me at 17yrs old get away from me, I quit it. My person life was completely fractured. Jobs were never lost. I would quit and leave a job due to "issues with management" or simply because I wanted to live somewhere else. Start all over and move up quickly. My personal life was a mess, work was a haven. I excelled. I loved to work, defined myself through my work.
I only had problems when my symptoms became too much and I melted down in my 40's did things begin to start to completely unravel. I started living with symptoms in later 30s but I could still manage them.
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