Don't i have e friends? Relationships always fail. I can't find a girl that doesn't take advantage or abuse me. I have such a good heart, and its continually broken. I seem to attract the worst people. I throw everything i have into a relationship, just to get walked on and abused in some way. I live in the country, no groups to go to. Most online stuff is full of fakes pretending. I guess I'm just not made for this cruel world.