Over the rainbow
Bronze Member
I'm not whiner, iv been happily single for 3 years. But sometimes, I feel like an outcast.
I meet a man, and then find something wrong before the guy can even get a date.
I have so many red flags that no man can add up.
Protection I suppose. But deep down, I wish I wasn't scared anymore, I want to be open and love and allow love.
But three years later, I still can't even sleep with anyone.
Not that I don't get offers.
They say I'm beautiful, but sometimes all I see in the mirror , is the woman he told me I was.
Words don't break me, they only make me stronger, but I still can't see what they see in me.
Perhaps if someone would let me be myself, and not try and change me, I would then know, it's real.
Sometimes I long for more then a pillow to hold, but if the pillow seem threatening in any way, I cast it out, just like a man.
I'm hopeless. But all I really want, is respect.
I meet a man, and then find something wrong before the guy can even get a date.
I have so many red flags that no man can add up.
Protection I suppose. But deep down, I wish I wasn't scared anymore, I want to be open and love and allow love.
But three years later, I still can't even sleep with anyone.
Not that I don't get offers.
They say I'm beautiful, but sometimes all I see in the mirror , is the woman he told me I was.
Words don't break me, they only make me stronger, but I still can't see what they see in me.
Perhaps if someone would let me be myself, and not try and change me, I would then know, it's real.
Sometimes I long for more then a pillow to hold, but if the pillow seem threatening in any way, I cast it out, just like a man.
I'm hopeless. But all I really want, is respect.
