I was tossed around like a rag doll between my employer and workman's comp psych because all they were worried about was themselves and not me. Which I told them both especially the doc. She the doc error end so terribly bad. Now I am suffering.
I was verbally and physically assaulted by a student on the job nearly killing me a year and three months ago. I have been diagnosed with ptsd by 4 different doctors of which every one said it was the worst non combat ptsd that they had seen. In my therapy I never received any help with slowly returning to working with students with sever emotional disturbances and behaviors.
So, because there is no bridge assignment or job that would meet may modifications my doc decides to send me in sink or swim. So today was my first day and since 530 this morning my anxiety and panic attacks have been non stop. When I got home I hid in my room. When I interacted with my family I yelled.
So hurt and confused and feel dismissed and unworthy
I was verbally and physically assaulted by a student on the job nearly killing me a year and three months ago. I have been diagnosed with ptsd by 4 different doctors of which every one said it was the worst non combat ptsd that they had seen. In my therapy I never received any help with slowly returning to working with students with sever emotional disturbances and behaviors.
So, because there is no bridge assignment or job that would meet may modifications my doc decides to send me in sink or swim. So today was my first day and since 530 this morning my anxiety and panic attacks have been non stop. When I got home I hid in my room. When I interacted with my family I yelled.
So hurt and confused and feel dismissed and unworthy