You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Friday]

@Silver @Ronin
...LMAO...

When this year's FEEL GOOD Christmas Movie has just become? Kill Bill.

For real.

 

[Ronin]

^ That.

& I'm reading Robinson. A few months ago, it was too triggery, puking every chapter. Right now? Past many f*cks to give & 'a kid running from a home and then it got worse... palm trees & sea were involved' is apparently still a '... but homies, I know what to do with *that*, if nobody asks for paperwork' happiness. :D

 

[Fadeaway]

@Friday that is slightly creepy because we just watched it as well followed up by 2 man version of Cards Against Humanity.

 

[Lola Nocheprieta]

When you touch the still-hot end of a burned out match to the back of your hand and your wife freaks out about "self-harm" and you're like, "that? That was just boredom and curiosity. If I really was self-harming again i wouldnt have done it in front of you."

And you hope she buys that because the truth is, you were dissociating and didn't even realize what you were doing.

 

[Ronin]

When burns & you is how you learned to lie (but hello, this statement here is true. Cough. Well. A liar could-would-probably-would say that too. Dangabit. Logic.)

& When you're happy for people reminding you of 'some insanity can be flipped, the other end is sanity'. Mucho gratitude for grabbing the switch, for true.

 

[ladee]

When it's Christmas day and you are having fun looking for petrified wood on the back roads and talk to the cows and donkeys that come to the fence.
And feeling peace. Just pure peace. No humans involved

 

[Friday]

When one of the best feelings in the world is... I think I could sleep.

 

[alice589]

What a great thread!

Mina: "a dark closet is literally an acceptable place to spend time or sleep." Yes!...

thank you, for saying this because I haven't related that much to another humans experance in an extremely long time and I have never known anyone else to legitimately self study. I am in the process of reestablishing the basic funuctions of my mind and documenting it with a case study so that I know I am using the correct methods, and this helped me emmensly.

 

[One step at a time]

Cards Against Humanity

This was our Christmas Day, too! We all laughed until we cried.

...when reading some of the cards without totally dissociating is an accomplishment.

 

[Ladyghosthunter]

..you think of moving two steps back by contacting your family, but make 3 steps forward realizing that contacting them would be the worst thing for your health.

 

[Ronin]

When your feel good movie for the holidays is The Grey.

Look at all them wolves & nature. If that isn't beauty I don't know what is.

 

[Ladyghosthunter]

..when you fall, you think you've hit your head on the ground. You're wondering why you've regained consciousness.