You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Mee]

Enemies are just other people with shit manners.

Is what it boils down to. And many of these, scowling or raising brows works at. As one does. At infractions of polite society rules.

Weaknesses known? We call that a trap. ;) Damn good things to air.

I kind of think of enemies as having a malicious intent towards us rather than just being rude? Is my definition too narrow? I even think my perps aren’t necessarily enemies.... just selfish people. That it wasn’t really about ‘me’ . I find it really difficult to consider people ‘enemies’ of mine even if I think they might be ... say ‘enemies to justice’ or enemies of a state. Hmmm. I have some thinking to do here because I can see how they would mitigate this too. Yeah- my definition is too narrow.

You get me thinking again Ronin!

 

[mumstheword]

...you are sooooo tired of the life you've had, and you want a new one.

 

[Ronin]

When...

A friend crossed the wrong street the wrong way.

And then a chick flick went wrong TOO! :smug:

Because if can't go for denial, minimize, minimize, and...

... and tmr is a burger day. So shit is well.

... and when your biggest accomplishment is you called another ex in the middle of that f*ckup multiple times. His own fault for still not being dead. Will always owe me, fi de puta f*cking madre sob from hell.

 

[Ronin]

I kind of think of enemies as having a malicious intent towards us rather than just being rude?

Your def is completely fine. ;)

Different worlds / socially & issues, definition.

I'm talking from the perspective where shooting at is Facedesk: Glad they finally pay attention ;) in a single look, and 'rude' means 'almost turned it into a bloodbath'.

Things like that.

For real though, violence doesn't require malice.

 

[Ronin]

When you have a million Qs, and they're *all* so stupid, 101, and the 101 answers don't reach the trauma 303 (w/e number) you need to ask them for. :banghead:

And when you need reminders being at Again An Eejit is a good thing. It means your brain is working its way out from that hellhole in which Qs are the last thing to have, as they get people shot.

 

[siniang]

...you don't know whether your symptoms are actual side effects of your meds or "just" your anxiety in hyperdrive.

 

[Rani G2]

„I know“

when I am extremely vindictive, to the point where I want to see that person suffer, go upto him/her and tell „well..guess bad karma ha.“. I have been like this is a young woman, I didn’t care for others, except they care for me and adore me. I want power and others shall submit!

 

[Friday]

When making a phone call makes you want to eat your gun.

FFS brain. It’s a motherf*cking phone call. Stop attaching EVERYTHING to simple tasks. Cracks in the dike. Stupid. f*cked. Up. Bullshit. It’s not a solution, so stop f*cking suggesting/demanding it. I grok. You’re unhappy. Chill the f*ck out.

 

[Tinyflame]

I'd prefer to walk 14 miles in bare feet over riverstone to avoid having to make a phone call. Seriously. Maybe at 15 miles I'd reconsider, but not 14.

 

[Ronin]

When making a phone call makes you want to eat your gun.

FFS brain. It’s a motherf*cking phone call. Stop attaching EVERYTHING to simple tasks. Cracks in the dike. Stupid. f*cked. Up. Bullshit.

So you are rocking *all* the bullshit AND the call? Badass, you.

(Wondering if that changes the picture. As in we are not focusing on the call. Much less the attached shit. We are focusing on how much bloody awesome you are for dealing with all of that very real shit.)

And, since I don't recall if you have guns on hand these days? Might be a good time to get them veery far away.

Esp since yeah. I get metaphors. But that distress in your posts? Is xactly my f*ck it, too real, spot.

Would take ya for a ride, lots of whiskey, silence, and Just There Tranquilo.

 

[Ronin]

When... sick as a dog. STILL trying to pick a fight.

With safer than my heart people, of all people. :meh:

But apparently they happy bout it. Part of me control kinda kaput however I try to figure it, waay better than half lifeless mess I was doing on them earlier. Cha. Got praised for *this* mess. :smug:

 

[Ronin]

... Oh. It's Valentine's Day. :facepalm:

That also helps explain shit.
Triggered to that old without awareness.

Thanks, brain. We're not with that prick anymore.