When having a period was still an issue for me, I was totally insane for a week before I started. I was on no medication, and looking back, I should have had my hormones tested. I understand. I felt like a different person... was subject to rages or crying spells that lasted for hours... and it would just be the everyday stuff I could usually deal with.... Thank God or the Universe or who ever cursed us with this thing called periods... I started menopause when I was 40. Every Dr told me that was not possible.. well, at 50 I was done... no more of that craziness... Now I'm just 'normal crazy'. I feel for any of you going thru this.... it was absolute insanity.
I would not have taken hormones as I smoke, but something, anything to help would have been a blessing back then... I doubt there is much research on PTSD and PMS....Would be interesting to see if this has even been addressed.
Sorry for all of you going thru it... I hated IT, MYSELF, and ANYONE I came in contact with... then I would start... be normal, but had such body aches, not just cramping... that had I any access to serious drugs, I would have taken them... Or the people around me would have made sure I had them...
I'll send gentle hugs for you to pick up later... I HATED anyone touching me during that time...