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Classmate Death

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Thank you so much to who been following my blog and posts. Another one of my high school classmates has died to a homicide. I lost over 12 so far to a homicide. I was woken up to an argument in the house. Guys always telling my mom she's sleeping with them for money or either asking them. I grew up in a hood drug environment. I remember catching the bus with people who got made fun of. We was all bus buddies. One of them has become successful in the Marines, married with a baby. The other guy moved away successful. The third person died. I was always told I didn't belong in the hood. The same people I remember as class clowns are now dead or in prison. the same guy who told me I would make something of myself went to the salvation army and killed a father in front of his family for Christmas Eve. The same guy who jumped out the emergency bus exit clowning is now dead. All of us at the bus stop was some of the few that made it out and im getting ready to make it out. So many people told me I didn't belong. I'm proud of the people who went away from here after High School and never came back. I'm the last to leave out of 4 of us at the bus stop since class of 2011.
 
So sorry for your loss @Lauren Taylor; I am very proud of you for what you are facing and I know - yes, I want to run away. and I can't - older and rooted in here where I now live. If younger, I would move back to San Diego, Calif (birthplace). Your posts are so transparent and honest. I remember in one of your recent posts you were considering moving - have you made that choice and decision, and if so @Lauren Taylor do you feel settled and confident in your decison that it is the right one for you, only? I support you when you feel that this decision will help you to move forward with your life. I believe in you, and your ability to try and only try - to make healthy decisions for yourself @Lauren Taylor. (hhhhhuuuugggggssss). JadesJewel
 
Thank you!!! Yes I moved out my father house. Hasn't contacted him since then nor asked about him...
@Lauren Taylor - proceed with alertness and caution - and proceed. We (I) are all here right beside of you. In your fearlessness, be careful, precious @Lauren Taylor - one goal at a time, sometimes one minute at a time. So happy and proud for you coming out of for you - an unhealthy living situation. You go girl! JadesJewel
 
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