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I am at the center of attention in many people minds around me. I am 23 years old and I feel the need to face what I been trying to cope with. Since I have been going through this repeated trauma cycle, I am stronger at feeling things before they happen, pulling people towards me, and even sensing them. I have been like this for quite sometime now but so many people is wondering. A Police Officer told me to embrace my gift, but I told him people might think you crazy if you tell them things like this. When I was coming up my father use to tell people "if you don't stop this you gone end up dead". that person ends up dead within a matter of days of him saying that. I have researched people with PTSD that actually has these weird occurrences.
My father has sat down with me before telling me that he see people dying but he keeps that to himself. My Father actually abused this. I lived my life blind as if something was over my eyes.My sense is so strong that whatever I blurt out might sound crazy, but it always turn out true because I am the one who runs into it later. I can sense a strong presence of you actually around me. No matter what time or day you think I am gone, whatever I am doing, you will encounter me if you are betraying me. I was in Elementary School and I would know what is in the school book such as a spelling book without even looking at it. My Father use to see me all the time passing him on the way home, no matter what time or day it is.
He can be gone for almost 9 hours, and he will pass me on the road coming to the house. I can leave anytime of the day and will actually see him. My Dad use to say I am his shadow, but in reality he was danger to me. It happens naturally with no understanding. I do talk to Psychics especially in New Orleans on Bourbon Street during festivals, I have to accept I am different than everyone By me having PTSD, this put a cap on everything. With repeated trauma, it became this repeat of everything. I spent two years in domestic abuse and came home to find my best friend was a victim of Domestic Violence. Something or someone is protecting me. I try to ignore this because I do not want to feel crazy. When I encounter something, whatever I think is going on actually appears on the news. I try to hide this but there's no way to explain it. PTSD isn't easy to balance with all of this. I was in domestic abuse for two whole years. When abuser family kept trying to wrongfully incarcerate me bringing the police to my house repeatedly, the jails would close down because of overcrowding or papers from the court be lost or come up missing. This still happen to this very day. I was wrongfully incarcerated in the jail recently because of an ongoing matter and the files came up missing off the desk. The officers looked 8 hours for the case and had to create the case over again, now those files are missing. I don't think people have any idea how hard it is to see things you can't explain, and people look at you wondering how do you know this kind of stuff.
My father has sat down with me before telling me that he see people dying but he keeps that to himself. My Father actually abused this. I lived my life blind as if something was over my eyes.My sense is so strong that whatever I blurt out might sound crazy, but it always turn out true because I am the one who runs into it later. I can sense a strong presence of you actually around me. No matter what time or day you think I am gone, whatever I am doing, you will encounter me if you are betraying me. I was in Elementary School and I would know what is in the school book such as a spelling book without even looking at it. My Father use to see me all the time passing him on the way home, no matter what time or day it is.
He can be gone for almost 9 hours, and he will pass me on the road coming to the house. I can leave anytime of the day and will actually see him. My Dad use to say I am his shadow, but in reality he was danger to me. It happens naturally with no understanding. I do talk to Psychics especially in New Orleans on Bourbon Street during festivals, I have to accept I am different than everyone By me having PTSD, this put a cap on everything. With repeated trauma, it became this repeat of everything. I spent two years in domestic abuse and came home to find my best friend was a victim of Domestic Violence. Something or someone is protecting me. I try to ignore this because I do not want to feel crazy. When I encounter something, whatever I think is going on actually appears on the news. I try to hide this but there's no way to explain it. PTSD isn't easy to balance with all of this. I was in domestic abuse for two whole years. When abuser family kept trying to wrongfully incarcerate me bringing the police to my house repeatedly, the jails would close down because of overcrowding or papers from the court be lost or come up missing. This still happen to this very day. I was wrongfully incarcerated in the jail recently because of an ongoing matter and the files came up missing off the desk. The officers looked 8 hours for the case and had to create the case over again, now those files are missing. I don't think people have any idea how hard it is to see things you can't explain, and people look at you wondering how do you know this kind of stuff.
