5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Muttly]

1) I don't understand why I'm crashing so hard. Have my meds stopped working?
2) I don't want to see my T today. I don't. Which makes no sense since I'm doing so poorly
3) I'm seriously considering self-harm before seeing her, which is against my policy as I feel self-harming before a session is attention seeking and manipulative
4) Ok, let's try to scrounge up a positive thought or two....
5) learning about aphantasia has been pretty neat.

 

[Anrish]

1. Home again! We were allowed to leave earlier and I got home about two hours earlier than last week.
2. Just exhausted, tired and...feeling horrible.
3. One could also say...I'm dissociated.
4. Why do my depressions become more right now...!?
5. Stupid, stupid, stupid!

 

[void]

@Junebug

I am deeply honoured to find my name on your list....humbled.:notworthy:

Let it sink in.... that you care more for me than my own flesh-and-blood....sit with that for a moment

......and know that I am touched beyond words.:cry::notworthy:

May you receive 10 000-fold the love and compassion you show to others.

My deepest thanks.:notworthy:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

This has been a good day and I am thankful.:laugh:
I think I will get that mani/pedi after all, I deserve to be pampered.:happy:
I got to talk to my daughter today.:playful:
Tomorrow is going to be a great day as well.:playful:
I am going to have a good weekend.:)

 

[Chiqui]

Oh, Gizmo!! I always think that my weekend is going to be horrible, alone and in doors. Well...your comment has inspired me. I am going to have a good weekend as well. I will try, at last :)
Eclectic day today, as I didn't sleep properly. But I am getting better with the sleeping thing
I felt near.to tears, overwelmed by a selfesteem book of D. Burns. I want everything for yesterday and get very anxious. So I put it in a side.
My plantar fascitis exausted me. So I stayed at home and organized my closet.
I think I am a bit confuse now. Time to:sleep:

 

[Muttly]

@Anrish welcome home and hang in there

1) I might be pulling out of the bad place some
2) which means, I will really need to start getting chores done. please
3). my stomach is a little less upset. should I try to eat something
4) I had a thought? what was it. drat.
5) Go to bed early?

 

[Ronin]

1. Still researching places. Including places I've vowed to myself to not return until who's there so long term just isn't there anymore. Time's quite a fix.
2. f*ck the cold.
3. I really don't get how can doctors think something as 90 lbs of weight presents with nooo health issues whatsoever? Holy shit.
Stay mad, it leads to problem solving.
4. Still angry at that gaslighty bit yesterday. Oh, how the hell do I know I'm having a new name, maaybe by having a new birth certificate and IDs in the making? Jesus f*cking Christ cisgender assholes, incapable of comprehending change & dipshitting about it. Y'all comprehend marriages just fine but a transgender person changing their name is toooo ooooooddd? Ffs logic.
5. While we're at it, so tempted to answer the next line of stupid questions by 'I can damned read.' In about thirty languages, estupidos. f*ckit. Irritated.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@MariaY I hope that you do have a good weekend!:)
No anxiety today again:cool:
Brain zaps ugh:ninja:
Today is another beautiful day in sunny So. California.:playful:
I managed to get sleep in increments last night and today:whistling:

 

[Chiqui]

@MariaY I hope that you do have a good weekend!:)
No anxiety today again:cool:
Brain...

Thanks Gizmo. Very relaxed, sleepy saturday..
I am too tired
I am going for a bath with vanilla flovar
Sun setting is beautif
I love the silent of the weekends in the city
I better just rest today

 

[Muttly]

4. Still angry at that gaslighty bit yesterday. Oh, how the hell do I know I'm having a new name, maaybe by having a new birth certificate and IDs in the making? Jesus f*cking Christ cisgender assholes, incapable of comprehending change & dipshitting about it. Y'all comprehend marriages just fine but a transgender person changing their name is toooo ooooooddd? Ffs logic.
.

<hugs if you are comfortable>

1) Got to get my ass moving
2) Flowers sound good, as a grad present
3) I guess I have to suck up the money and get back on my probiotics.
4) Yay, doing better mental health wise
5) I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllly want to start drawing again

 

[Ronin]

Hugs back, @Muttly. Needed one today so badly.

2. A year's plans & all involving happiness for an aim.
3. Faith in the truth still mattering is exhausting. :wtf::bored: Needed shares are scary. I might even discover there's a path.
4. A lot of tangents coming back to: Whatever. Dis nigga can heal a village.
5. A lot of tangential thoughts to those tangents. Cut down by Whatever, Allah will provide.

 

[jaccat]

Today I did normal!
I am still stuffed from lunch, but it was so worth it.
I'll even put up with the night without sleep.
Although, if I could do it without that, it'd be even better.
I've got the Beauty and the Beast theme stuck in my head- there must be more to this provincial life!