I want to feel numb

[LillyH]

I just need this pain to stop. I am now drinking to try to stop feeling anything. I need this to stop. I am not strong enough to cope, I feel hopeless but I just want the pain to end. I am not strong enough to keep going. I am exhausted and never feel that things will change or get better. There is no way out. I just don't die in this world. I don't function or think like a normal human being. I just want to be free I have had enough of this pain and suffering.

 

[anonymous]

I have and still do feel this exact same way at times. I have found that the more I work through my trauma, the quicker I get through these times and they aren't as intensely painful. I feel your pain, please don't give up.

 

[anthony]

I just need this pain to stop.

What pain?

I am not strong enough to cope

How long have you been living with trauma?

I feel hopeless

About?

I am exhausted and never feel that things will change or get better.

So every day of your life has been like this?

There is no way out.

I don't believe you.

I just don't die in this world.

Yer, you do. One way or another, you will be dying.

I don't function or think like a normal human being.

How so? Define normal?

I just want to be free

Define freedom?

A random intervention. What would you like to do?

1. Solve the problems?
2. Feel better about the problems?
3. Tolerate the problems?
4. Stay miserable?