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Gawd I hate the VA. I ran out of medication on Thursday. I called two weeks ago to have a refill mailed to me. My mail is still going to my house (I live in an apartment and the ex still lives in the house until the end of this month when we're finally done with it.) Mail I easier to get at the house so I've left it alone. But now all the sudden my pills ain't showing up.

The paranoid side of me is saying she threw them away and is lying that they never came. I came all the way out to the hospital get in line wait twenty mins in line to get Meds, only to be told to go into another line to talk to someone to get back to the same line I started in..... What the f*ck
 
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The VA's med ordering system is perhaps one thing that they do that actually works. I hate to agree but I think the ex tossed them. If you're not sure of a permanent address you can always have them sent to a P.O. box. Unless you need to sign for any of them. I like the system because I can order by phone, check to see when they're sent and follow up on them. Dare I say it again, it actually works. Of course going in person you're bound to get the run around. But yeah, still hate the VA. Hope all that gets better.
 
Hey CGF

The VA's med ordering system is perhaps one thing that they do that actually works. I hate to agree but I think the ex tossed them. If you're not sure of a permanent address you can always have them sent to a P.O. box. Unless you need to sign for any of them. I like the system because I can order by phone, check to see when they're sent and follow up on them. Dare I say it again, it actually works. Of course going in person you're bound to get the run around. But yeah, still hate the VA. Hope all that gets better.
When I finally talked to someone they said they sent them. I've been getting my medication mailed for years. I think the ex found out I've moved on and I'm dating someone else. She won't respond to any of my text.

I'm looking to move into a new place and get my mail forwarded, and that'll resolve that issue once and for all. I just hate going to that hospital. It's certainly a trigger.
 
We don't have that system as yet, we are a little behind the times. The Pharmacy will deliver though. Some drugs I am on have to be signed for anyway.
 
On holiday visiting family, 3 hours sleep managed last night, supposed to play the game and go out later. I'm not exactly happy, or likely to be relaxed for the rest of the day. Such little sleep; wake up pissed off. Had to leave the room, every movement my wife makes is making me want to be a horrible person. Sleep is so precious, I get very protective over it, sounds ridiculous.
 
She's a good girl, just can't help feeling a bit of a tit when I go mad for sleep, she says she understands but sometimes I'm sure I see a different opinion written all over her face. Probably paranoid. Got another 1.5 hours, feeling improved x 10.

Again, glad to hear of someone else who throws their teddy in the corner over sleep!
 
I wish I could help with the sleep thing. I've been through the clinics and tests. Sometimes it's just the ritual of pre-sleep. I actually have to tell myself to go to sleep, that I mind will work out all the issues by itself without me, and I will be safe. Call it a prayer before sleep but it seems to work for me most of the time. It sets my mind to a task and tries not to focus on any other problems or fear of those dreams coming back.

And it helps make the meds work. I take light dosages of Lorazepam when I need to. And 1500 mgs of Tryptophan with a little milk. Let the meds you take work with this meditation routine.

Does not work all the time but a lot of the time I can at least get in a few good hours. I have not felt rested since I got out years ago, but at least I can carry on.
 
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