What Makes You Angry Today?

[Chin Strapped]

Got to believe in a hell to go there mate ;)

You Airborne types may well have a hell mind. My mate Eddy will be there wearing a nurses outfit, brandishing a bottle of whiskey, with his nuts hanging out.

 

[vikingr12]

All the way!

 

[Sarg]

Ah, Airborne, ya ain't getting up there without a plane!

Sarg

 

[Anglesachse]

Ah but thats why we jump willingly Sarg cocker, we`ve seen your flying :p

 

[Spock]

 

[Barberian]

Posted in wrong spot. moved to Link Removed

 

[Chin Strapped]

4am start; really angry.

Day dealing with 'kids' at uni; more anger.

Sat in a lecture wondering what keeps me alive? Answer, my wife and kids.


Its llike I'm watching my Life from the 3rd person. I'm not entirely sure where I'd be now without my family.

They are the only reason I never went to the pub for opening today.

 

[reddevil1111]

your doing the motions despite feeling like shit. Good job mate. You know you have to try to function even when it seems like its all gone to hell. I have faith in you Dan.

 

[Chin Strapped]

Can't shake this guilty, why did I Survive feeling allot.

I'm only achieving because of family. The feeling to be a complete prick is one I force mysel to miss a great deal.

I'd be in a gutter, getting support from the type of people I now work with at best, if it wasnt for them.

I'm not ungrateful, I just struggle to feel. I am able to understand I have a good thing. It's pretty f*cking weird ain't it.

 

[Chin Strapped]

your doing the motions despite feeling like shit. Good job mate. You know you have to try to function even when it seems like its all gone to hell. I have faith in you Dan.

Thanks mate.

Working is very hard sometimes. Just want to get Back to base and switch off.

 

[dirtdobber]

I will continue the fight for a bit, it's just allot of stress on top of important stuff I've got going on.

Not going to get a break until June next year when this degree finishes. That lawyer ruined my day. Anger is not fading.

I've put feelers out to a few different folk, let's see what happens. I nearly took down my medals tonight off my wall, feel hurt and as if I deserve this shit.

Dan84, how I finally got it was by taking a different approach. In the states I found just a V.A. office with a retired lt. Major who cared about us vets. Had to search but found him through word of mouth. He filled ll my paper work for me. I did not use a V.A. medical anything., just a plain office only. In 2 months I was sent to a doctor. Most of the stuff I used was from declassified documents. Causality report on down. The causality report will support you combat experiences with those that were wounded.
Sent to see a Doctor, at a V.A. evaluation center, Hospital. 3 months later I received my award from the V.A.. I filed 30 years ago and at 10 years, and at 20 years.
Never ever ever give up. We aren't made like that. Take a break and go back at it again.

Fighting doctors, and counselors will stress you out and make you want to give up. Not mention you won't get far with them until you find one that really cares.
I had 600 pages of medical to back me up and they still denied me 3 times.

 

[Jimmy1]