I'm scared

[rexdemons]

Hello everyone my name is Michael and i'm 21
Its been a time a year since i been having this tremors on my legs,my back and sometimes my arms on the beginning i didn't pay much attention but now is different,looking through the internet for the cause of this,i have been reading about several and negative illness like huntington and others and that scare the sh*** out me and made my anxiety worse just thinking about it put my mind to the absolute ground,its comes to my thoughts seeing my mother,my friends crying for me and that hit me very hard,It made me quite depressed even i know that any of my family suffer for any of those diseases my mind betray me to still think about it
All started 1 year ago because a little seism, ever since then i been in this Hypervigilance mode
when im sit or when on my bed lying down,i feel like that day and all my body becomes to shake even im not really shaking because i see my hands in signs of tremor but nothing like my body is telling me to get ready because something is going to happen,im tired the only solution that comes to my are suicidal thoughts and that scary me

I dont want to die

 

[Deleted member 541]

Go to a Dr, and stop googling what you might have!!!!

 

[rexdemons]

Go to a Dr, and stop googling what you might have!!!!

Already did that,nothing out of the ordinary

 

[joeylittle]

@rexdemons - do you have PTSD?

 

[rexdemons]

@rexdemons - do you have PTSD?

Yes,after a big earthquake i developed PTSD

 

[Fadeaway]

Did they test your vitamins? Your symptoms are common with magnesium deficiency, Dr.s don't test unless asked. It could be a dozen vitamin deficiency possibilities or not at all, but get your Vitamin levels checks. Then again, it could just be the trauma. Please get reevaluated.

 

[rexdemons]

Did they test your vitamins? Your symptoms are common with magnesium deficiency, Dr.s don't test unles...

Thank you for your commentary and no i have no check my vitamin level for months
I would do that,thank again!!