5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 12723]

Counting my blessings, being so thankful that I am supported and helped
It has been a long day for me and I am trying my best to cope with the fear of the unknown.
Come on self we can do better than this
I feel so drained and exhausted
Did what I could today.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Are you freaking kidding me?! Gloomy AGAIN!?
2. Oh-ohhhhh..love is the drug :singing:
3. I should wash up :bored:
4. Meh
5. Maybe just shut eyes another 10 minutes

 

[NatBird]

I'm f*cked

I'm a failure

I'm useless

Just give up and hide

Shame

 

[Deleted member 42957]

1) My daughter has a boyfriend round today. Mmmmmmmm
2) The house is tidy enough for said visitor
3) I should talk to my boss today as I've put it off for 2 weeks
4) I need to be brave and book dr appointment
5) I want to write a swear rant but I don't swear :laugh::hilarious:

 

[Anrish]

1. Almost finished proof reading. New writing project needed. Where did my fantasy vanish to?!
2. Sunny but not too warm.
3. Headache again...and all sweaty after having breakfast. OMG.
4. Some stuff finally begins to become logical.
5. Is it mean to say that I do not want a relationship with a guy at all cost but spending a night would be okay?

 

[Muttly]

@NatBird You are special person and you matter. Please hang in there.

1) Holy moly the air is so bad. I am grateful my house is not in danger of fire. This is f*?&?* awful though. I am supposed to walk a dog today. How am I supposed to do that? I can't breath.
2) yesterday was my "lazy" day. Today I should try to get things done
3) I just want to run away from life
4) I have no focus at all
5) More coffee? Yes, please

 

[intothelight]

Only three more or so hours and the backyard jungle is cleared!
Dr's appointment and I hope the counts are up.
Have to order the cake today, but not sure of which one.
New motto: Just do and get it done!
Need to keep the temper in check because words once launched can't be taken back.

 

[Ronin]

1. Okay, nonsense. Check.
2. Super happy about M.'s reaction yesterday.
3. @Anrish, not mean in the slightest, nor selfish or anything. & @NatBird, not a failure. Failure is a word to describe efforts, not people.
4. Wondering how D.'s doing. I should buy him a beer when seeing him next.
5. Beach day. While I try to figure what to do with 1). (Note to self: Talks about faults weren't getting through because yes, it's a responsibility /thing./. It wasn't about guilt. Useful differences & so f*cking happy someone *gets* them.)

 

[Anrish]

1. @Ronin: Thank you - that really calmed me down do hear. Our society drives me crazy sometimes...:cautious:
2. It's really windy outside.
3. I feel a bit bad because I'm not fit enough to go to work but manage to learn at least...:sick:
4. Haven't heard from my T yet for a new appointment...
5. I want to be fit again.

 

[Ronin]

1. @Anrish, you're welcome and I'm glad.
2. So that's where A. is.
3. It should be a pizza day, finally, gdi.
4. Still no idea what was it that thing yesterday sparked.
5. I should slow down. Just because I have someones to get back to speed with, does not mean I should.

 

[Deleted member 42957]

1. I'm happy
2. I'm on top of everything and in control
3. I'm going out today
4. Planning something nice for tea
5. I can deal with anything today!

 

[NatBird]

@Muttly & @Anrish thanks for your support, kindness:)

1. I am sick sick sick and pointless

2. I am wasting my day and avoiding reality.

3. Maybe this is all I am capable of

4. I can hear you critic

5. Was I being gaslighted or am I paranoid?

6. What happens if I go beyond 5

7. I am so self absorbed why don't I gey our me myself and do something useful