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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1) Fairly sick today. called into work. Going back to bed. It's a relief in a way. Too sick to think.
2) But miss special pup needs to come back inside first. come on girlie, I need to give you your pills
3) So anxious about the drs appointment coming up. And it's weird seeing two drs for the same thing. I want one of them to really listen and talk to me. I don't feel like that has happened.
4) yay, for music of my choice
5) ok, the baby isn't coming back in on her own. she must be enjoying being outside. time to hunt her down and give her her pills. Or maybe bring her in, hmm... how cold is it outside? 41? fairly nippy, Id think she'd want to be in
 
One of those days where I am not sure where I fit in the world, and caught between different worlds.
What I envision isn't reality and when that realization pops in, its tough to readjust.
Need to put my head down and take care of the things I need to take care of. One foot in front of the other.
I want to be more active and overcome the physical issues with the cold, but its hard, really hard.
Not normal, not mentally ill, not healthy, not ill, not a leader, not a follower, sometimes a mother, sometimes a friend, rebuilding relationships, letting go of relationships, its all so confusing.
 
1. Everything I eat tastes funny :wtf:
2. I'm a bit tired of being stuck in bed all this time now
3. At the same time, I'm really enjoying laying watching movies and youtube
4. I want to get out and get photos of the Christmas lights before it's too late though
5. I'm so stupid sometimes
6. I'm grateful for Galop :notworthy:
7. The sun is back :D
8. The blocked sinuses are making me sound weird, I tried to sing, sounded silly, started laughing and then had a coughing fit :rolleyes:
 
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1 - I love music, non judgemental and safe
2 - need to sort the car stereo out - need more soundproofing in it, still got two doors to do
3 - i can hear my kids playing nicely
4 - I can smell dinner being cooked
5 - Wish I was in my friends arms right now. Miss her so much at the moment
 
1 Dreading this dr appointment. I just can't communicate with him
2. Dang you google and your propensity for separating tabs into new windows
3 I should make sure it's really in that town
4. More coffee
5. Going back to the dr appointment, whats the worst that can happen
 

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