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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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- An extra Lexa has helped a lot for the last two days. New challenging situations are coming = extra help for my wellbeing.
- Wish I could give up smoking
- The money I could save I will use It for buying meat and seafood.
- Christmas triggers, related with belonging and non belonging.
- I wanna enjoying next weekend, big exposure of myself and my artwork. Let's have some fun, darling me. Lol
 
* Thinking of my last girlfriend who killed herself and what I could have done differently. (but I was too sick myself)
* Thinking about the last days of my grandfather's life and the hospice care I gave to him @ home (can't let myself go there)
* I have too many doors in the mind I don't open..
* Migraine twinging
* Psychiatrist med check appointment today
*Thinking about my preparedness for a trip to the state I was raised.
 
1. Reinstating conscious gratitude to override mild depression’s voice.
2. If I can not quiet my rumination: I will try to chose the content.
3. Looking to find what is right in my life allows an measure of success (no matter how small).
4. I am noticing many members working fearlessly to climb out of the Holiday Blues.:tup:
5. May you find several moments of peace during this time and present them as soul lights despite the darker circumstances.:hug:
 
I am happy that I got out and about on this beautiful day.:happy:
I treated myself to a mocha frappe.:hungry::hungry:
Paid a bill, relief that is the last of them for this time being.:singing:
Not missing my family today, it is pleasant.:cool::cool::cool:
Enjoying my own company.:tup::hug:
 
I don't know why I speak quite a lot about my future death. How I want my funeral, is going to be boring being death, I want my ashes under a particular tree...I do It since I was a teen. People laughted around me and called me silly for talking like this.

Life has been hard and complex for me, something like a maze, feeling so often lost. Art and music have been my anchors.

It feels nice to feel tired of figthing. Sort of surrender to the caos and allow myself to flow with life. Being easy. Stop worring. Except whatsoever. Stop possible arguments on my head. Being on peace with the world, the past and myself.

Yeah, this is my dreamed Life.
 

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