5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tornadic Thoughts]

• Grateful for a much more balanced inner-chi (energy) after y'day's acupuncture session.
• Today is fresh greens and veggie pick-up day from a local gardener. Yay!!!!
• Warm ginger/thyme infusion....you rock my hydration world while warming up my innards...and I thank you from the bottom of my healing gut.
  
• I guess winter temps are finally settling in...blah humbug....hibernation time.
  
• With any luck, hibernation time can inspire another much needed purge to get rid of some more unnecessary "foofy" shit that only serves to collect dust and hold some otherwise useful space hostage.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Got a cold and really sore throat
2. PMS too
3. I don't understand abusive people
4. I wish they'd all disappear
5. Need more ABBA

 

[jaccat]

Move over Costa, you've been out-chai'd.:coffee:
I need to do some writing.
Part of me thinks if I bought a natural tree I might be more enthused about putting the decorations up, only what's the point when it's just me?
After yesterday's conversation I've an urge to watch Snow White.
Yesterday was :banghead::sorry:. No words.

 

[Anrish]

@LilLynx Hope you'll feel better soon. *sends healing hugs* :hug:

1. Only one day left.
2. Avoided the stupid Christmas party.
3. Hungry!
4. Earworm...aaah!
5. Off to bake more cookies! :hungry:

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Thanks @Anrish :)

 

[Chiqui]

I am feeling so afraid...and anxious...and lonely and stressful today. All these bloody bad thoughts about me and my future.

Everything is going to be ruined. I am good ruinning my life. Selfsabotage, I am feed Up of you :cry::(

I hurt people I love when I am anxious. The reason is because I have searched for an oportunitty to earn some money:oops:

All that means improvement or well being is dangerous. WTF. And my level of anxiety raises with anger and hatred. The Monster awakes and break through me badly.

Its not as bad as It used to be. I wonder if It is worthy the faith. Well, I know It is, but I feel so fedup of all this:arghh;:arghh;:sorry:

 

[expectingbetter]

1. Better day than yesterday!
2. Successful class today.
3. I walked 7 km to get back from my class because public transport sucked
4. My father invited a couple of people on Saturday, because of recent incident with my aunt it gives me anxiety. I am trying to push that deep down for now.
5. Please tomorrow be as gentle as today :x3::x3::shy:

 

[Muttly]

Ive gotten behind here again
last night was.. really lousy
what to do about bf tonight
errr,,,, I seem to have the farts
I guess I should work at grounding

 

[Ronin]

1. My Chinese people / Not That China.
2. FFS Streets. I'm apparently home enough: arrived to a phase of 'for f*ck sake'.
3. Nevermind. Saint & Sainter, ... & the Saintest.
4. Fidelis Number Two. For her pretty eyes.
5. Dear R, that's the reason to f*cking stay. Punching people in defense that Just Wouldn't.
6. Dear God, I demand 5 billion 800 thousand and twenty cents USD in refund. Exacts.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Not a cold, it's flu :dpressed:
2. So so tired :bawling:
3. I can't wait to be feeling normal again, whenever that'll be
4. Waugh!
5. :arghh;

 

[Chiqui]

1 You are stupid, you are useless, you are more stupid. I am not surprised why I am soooo scared of doing something which is very good for me. The Monster awakes fiercely.
This is what is telling me about myself. And the abussive words escalates.

2I laughted last time I saw my psiquiatrist. He mentioned how well I was doing. Of course I am, I said. I am not challenging any of my problems and fears. Wait and see.

3My mood is crazy at the moment. Hubby is asking how long I am going to be like this. The show I am preparing is for next week.

4I cried a lot last night. Today I feel stiffed and sad. But nevertheless, I am working on my project.

5 No chance to be proud of myself. Yet. The Monster is abussive, but I keep going, and It is getting easier.

(:hug:6. Hot bath tube tonight for this lady ;) )

 

[BM2A]

1) I use to have a life. I remember it well. In a diiferent city. With friends. And festivals and the streets and music and fun. A boat all converted by the waterfront. Busy river with boats and canoes and all sorts. Chilled happy place. Went to work. Went out. Got drunk.

2) Now im in a city that never felt like home. I still dont like it.

3) im a separated single mum.

4) I want to be all recovered and better

5) But I know I have to perservere day in out through the extreme crap of my brain. Im not dramatic. But I keep losing my mind