Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[MrMoonlight]

So sorry @littleoc , please keep yourself safe. :hug:

 

[mumstheword]

Here with you @littleoc! Hope things get easier!

 

[littleoc]

Thank y’all :)

And yes, @somerandomguy ! ? that’s a nice number

I am tired and forgot to mention some obvious things. Someone robbed my brother, the autistic deaf twin one who is just rude to try to rob. Which seems to be at least part of why the robber let him keep his insurance and driver’s cards. And the Mario themed case of his GSP. My brother didn’t know how to handle a crime scene so he gathered up the evidence himself and took it to the police station. My mom taught him that for future reference, he should bring the police to him, instead of accidentally messing up the crime scene.

Polite robber, honestly. My brother trusts everyone so he has a hard time believing that others would steal his stuff. Now he will hopefully be a little moreover careful, but at least it was a really mild, safe experience to teach him. Thanks, polite theif

Also, my mom randomly dropped a bombshell. I don’t think I’ve mentioned this in my diary before? (Typing is hard today.) But a person and her daughter who were related to my family went missing when I was in middle school. A 25-year-old and her five-year-old little girl. Ish. No one ever heard from them again. Police never found them, neither did search parties. No adult ever answered any questions well enough for me (because they didn’t know the answers, not because they were dicks) about it and I quit asking after a while.

My mom randomly told me this morning that “pigs eat anything” when I was talking about bringing treats to the pigs at the farm I worked at once. (I miss that farm. And those pigs.) I agreed and made jokes, and then she’s randomly went, “That’s why [missing person and her daughter] couldn’t be found. Her ex husband fed her and her daughter to their own pigs.”

Jesus Christ mom, that wasn’t funny at all. Anyone ever mention it to the police? No? Okay then, wonderful.

Same man who suspected in the murder of my uncle. Which ended up being ruled a suicide and my aunt got his super sweet pitbull who’s in love with Nestle.

There seem to be a lot of messed up people around here

 

[littleoc]

This is also the month that Shay died. She was 17. Overdose from a substance given to her by a tall shady guy in the park who was never found.

Shay had purple eyes. They were nice.

 

[littleoc]

Food goals:

Eat at the same times every day.

Including three meals plus three snacks. Six meals total.

I will not binge eat.

I will not skip meals, even when my body isn’t cooperating.

I will balance one protein, one noodle/bread thing, and a fruit or veggie. Add yogurt and cheese for calcium, vitamin D.

Take two multi vite gummies daily.

If I can’t afford to eat, I’ll ask for assistance instead of skip a meal.

Snacks must not be sugary. Avoid ice cream.

Goal is not to lose weight. Goal is to eat well.

 

[littleoc]

I’m not sure where in this house I’m supposed to put the food I need.

 

[littleoc]

Think of instead: a girl worth fighting foooooor

Thinking of you, Mulan.

 

[littleoc]

I want to fall asleep now. What are you doing, brain? I guess I have to put my phone away then

 

[littleoc]

101 Dalmatians

 

[littleoc]

1210 :)

 

[littleoc]

Tip of the day: don’t own a female cockatiel unless you’re fully prepared, by the advice of a rare but well qualified vet, to constantly interrupt her masturbation time in order to prevent her from getting a stroke

This bird is lucky I love her

 

[littleoc]

Is one serving three ounces, or should my entire dinner be three ounces total?