I sound spoiled again, I think. It’s just really hard living here. I’m sure other people understand. I doubt I’m alone in this.
It would be easier if I didn’t feel like I was being listened to everywhere. I don’t sing here. Too afraid of being heard.
That’s not my mom’s fault. My father used to listen so he’d know when to punish us. We weren’t allowed to even think a negative thing about him.
You don't sound spoilt, at all.
It would be, exceedingly, hard to live there.
I'm in the same boat, about singing, here, but it's more because of the otherside neighbor. The one who assaulted my guy and then tried to take him to court with lies, while I was losing our baby of 4 months gestation. She "likes" my singing, but I don't like attention from her, so I don't sing much anymore. Difficult, because that was my primary self soothing "stim" for over 20 years.
I can't wait til you get out of there.
My daughter is getting out of her dad's and it's the most exciting thing that's happened, lately.
Also, I cleaned out our fridge the other day. It was nearly as bad as your's, maybe same. It's great :). I still have to do the freezer part. That will be tonight.
You are doing amazingly
@littleoc, even if it doesn't feel like it. And, you are no way spoilt.
