For fifty years I repressed memories of SRA (satanic ritual abuse). Throughout those decades I experienced a wide variety of physiological aches and pains: terrible pain in my head neck, back, arms and legs. When I complained to physicians about my pain--which was due to torture inflicted by satanic priests--they would test my blood, find no problems and treat me like a hypochondriac. There is no blood test for PTSD or repressed memories of satanic rape and torture.
Not being able to access my repressed memories, I assumed that my aches and pains (which have now been diagnosed as chronic migraine and fibromyalgia) were due to bad genes.
I began recovering repressed memories in 2018 and was diagnosed with PTSD shortly thereafter. Reacquiring memories of SRA nearly killed me. I have been in therapy ever since.
Since I was blind to it, I can't blame doctors for failing to recognize my PTSD at an earlier stage. I should have been in therapy for my "ghost pain" much earlier in my life. Is there any way of diagnosing PTSD when individuals experience psychosomatic pain, but do not realize they have been traumatized?
Not being able to access my repressed memories, I assumed that my aches and pains (which have now been diagnosed as chronic migraine and fibromyalgia) were due to bad genes.
I began recovering repressed memories in 2018 and was diagnosed with PTSD shortly thereafter. Reacquiring memories of SRA nearly killed me. I have been in therapy ever since.
Since I was blind to it, I can't blame doctors for failing to recognize my PTSD at an earlier stage. I should have been in therapy for my "ghost pain" much earlier in my life. Is there any way of diagnosing PTSD when individuals experience psychosomatic pain, but do not realize they have been traumatized?