What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[rachael1828]

Calm
Scared of the calm, or whats coming after it
Anxious
Confused
Trapped

 

[niksgee]

Feeling pretty sad. I feel in a world that nobody really understands. I found this place yesterday and thought, thank god. Then some idiot sent me an email said can you make you i a capital wtf? The one place i thought perhaps people can understand the hell i am at. i get an email about something so petty.

Today i feel sad. Angry. upset. Like i am million miles away from everything and everyone :(

 

[cherryblossom]

Then some idiot sent me an email said can you make you i a capital wtf?

Calling staff here 'some idiot' really won't do you any favours. There are rules here, and very good reasons for the rules. Everybody else manages to stick to the rules. This is a great place to learn all about PTSD, and meet some great people, who suffer the same and can support you. But feeling hard done by, because the rules of the forum (which you agreed to when you signed up), won't wash here. We deal with reality here, not sympathy. JMHO.

 

[anthony]

Insulting staff for your failure to follow forum policy, banned for remainder of month.

 

[Nicolette]

Thanks as I'm that supposed "idiot".

 

[cherryblossom]

You're definitely not an idiot Nicolette :p

 

[Nicolette]

Well that means your not "dumb" as per your mood CB :p:roflmao:

 

[Mockingbird13]

Unloved - unimportant - discarded.

 

[Mercy]

I feel like shit. I feel like everyone is watching me and that they are just waiting to smack me upside the head.

Sethe, this feeling of being watched all the time is a common symptom of PTSD. Different people have it to a higher degree or a lesser degree. I think of it as part of Hypervigilance. As for 'smacked upside the head' unless this is one of the things that was part of your abuse for which I would feel very sad for you; please excuse me if maybe I can joke with you a little? ....... ;) too much NCIS?

 

[Mercy]

Unloved - unimportant - discarded.

That's bummer. There are lots of us in the similar boats. There must be a whole flotilla in every harbour! BUT the 'unimportant' word is a lie from the trauma. Everyone, absolutely everyone, is important. Discarded is the truth about how I was treated. Maybe it is part of your truth too. If so, congradulations on being able to speak it. I think, and please correct me if I am wrong, we all feel unloved and sometimes unlovable at times.

 

[KP the nut]

Relaxed but v tired and drained. A v busy week and lots achieved - driving, work, T, driving a strange car..........

 

[Mercy]

I feel apprehensive, now that we have a nice day, about shooting sounds. At least, I will be out of the house for part of the day. I hope I can work this afternoon? I am not very optomistic. But NYC is full of dignitaries so the Secret service should be busy there.