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Failure
Apathetic
Not so enthusiastic about life
Lonely, and I feel like I have no (real) friends
Trying hard to keep myself busy to not give myself room to linger in negative feelings,
yet feeling overwhelmed
Insignificant
Loser
Pathetic
Trapped
Sorrowful and regretful
Distant from everyone else
I feel a bit anxious, got woke up last night to put Big Girl's bandage back on :O_o:...I don't know what happened...it was late and I never really went back to sleep. Rain + no sleep = no man's land :speechless:....
Tdoc today...we'll see...thank the Stars for those that 'get' me!!! ;) I don't know where I would be with them ...thank you, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! :)
I guess I should be depressed but I'm not. Today I feel extreme anger. The person who raped me tried to get in contact with me yesterday and this is the second time in a week. I thought I blocked him from contacting me in every way but he keeps finding ways to do it. I want to beat his face in....
I can understand why you would Bittersweet, perhaps some of us can gang up on him! :mad:
((((amethist)))) ((((jo may))))
I've just had blood taken from both arms and the needle came out on one. Both arms are brushed but one is very sore.
I feel tired and sore and lethargic and really CBA! Gotta go out now n just feel I want to curl up and go to sleep. I can't wait to see my T on Friday. I'm numb.